.::Would you be there to love, to be with me::.

Excited

2010-03-25T15:11:00.003+08:00

Hmm... So long nv blog le.. I just can't wait to go for my short little trip with my BB.. Heehee..

Train so long le also nv grow.. SO naughty..

HurT

2009-09-17T22:16:00.002+08:00

Pondering upon the word 'Happiness'...
Dictionary definition : 'the quality or state of being happy'

If you said that you want to give your love one happiness, what do you mean by that? What would you do to achieve that?

Giving surprises to to them or being detailed towards them? How sure are you that whatever you did really pleases them? What kind of quality of happiness is consider top grade and what's not? Can anyone really define that?

A lot of time we do things thinking that what we do for another person is for their own good and that person will be happy, will be touched. But do we realize what is really needed by that person? I doubt so, this are what we always tend to overlook when we're thinking superficially.

Even for those who think a little more, after trying so hard to please that person yet you were not appreciated how would you feel?
Do feel ok with it yet have a sense of being a fool or totally devastated and have knife piercing pain in you?

No matter what you're the one who chose to do such act, you'll have no one to blame but yourself. Being human nature, as long as that person matters to you, you will still continue to be fool of another. You will only not be a fool when you decide to stop loving that person.

to achieve happiness for the one you love, will result in hurt for you.... is this so?

-keBBie-

Recovering is a Blessing ^^

2009-08-19T22:32:00.001+08:00

Tiring weekdays and busy weekends has been keeping me occupied quite a bit lately. Don't really have enough for soul-searching activities... haha just kidding ^^
Just recover from some serious fever and shortness of breathe, Thank God I've recovered!
I've not fall sick for a very long time, so whenever I fall sick it's like almost taking my life away. Tormenting me till the very last bit...
This time round is having an antibiotics that I'm ALLERGIC to and not knowingly I took it for 3 whole days. Causing the lost of fluid from top and bottom profusely and having red spots all over my thigh and calves... haiz 'sway'.
All because he's not the usual Doc that I'll consult when I'm sick.
Lesson learn - Try not to see Doc that you don't usually go to... Dangerous, cause he/she might gave you medicine that's DEADLY to you !!

For all that I was almost half dead on the bed for 5 days... sleeping almost every min of the day. I could sleep up to more than 10hrs and continue to sleep after my meals. Talking about the meals I had... Drinking porridge and soup all day, nothing stay in the body for long. Felt hungry but dare not eat, cause I don't want to end up sitting in the toilet. Thinking back on those few days, it was really horrible..

But Thank God, he gave me my dear!! He was there to accompany whenever he can. Though he had to work, but he will spend his entire day with me if he's on day off... so sweet of him.
Thank you so much for all those care and concern. At least you make me feel that there's someone who cared about my existence...
No worries dear, I'll try to take good care of myself cause I want my CHOCOLATE FONDUE soon!!
YEAH your treat wo heheh ^^

pig is sick

2009-08-10T10:59:00.002+08:00

Haiz my pig is sick and have fever as high as 38.9 since Saturday. SO high. I only manage to take care of her on saturday and sunday not able to as i work. Nvm later i going down to take care of her. Hope she can get well soon ba.

weekend

2009-06-29T21:41:00.004+08:00

I had a great weekend. Hmm how to say it.. Meet my piggy on a friday night for dinner after that stay over at her place.. First thing woke up, lunch time liao, then we ate our lunch. After that my this piggy say wad.. " Dear i wann to clear a bit of my carboard " I was like ok..

As i open her carboard, i said " WA!! ur carboard is full of ur clothes and its stacking up le.. Next time i no place put my clothes at my house le lo.." Then this pig not happy say she gt wear those clothes.. (BLUFF ONE LO) Then she start "clearing" her carboard clothes. Took out quite a lot(actually very little only) then put one side. After that put some back into it say can wear at home.. OMG LO!! Take out from one place of the carboard then place it at another place of the carboard. KE YI MAN.. Took around 3 hours to clear her carboard after that went to take my new spec.. It cost around $200.

At night went to oCc for pool with hong fai and funing.. Funing drove us down, so good man he.. HAha. We played for 2 hours after that went home cos we decided to go to K-lunch on Sunday morning.. Haiz slept at 3am that night.

Sunday morning weather so nice. Work up at 9am. Had a breakfast with my mummy and daddy. Then morning call time. Need to call the 3 ppl. Dear, hf and fn to wake their arse up! Hmm went to sing K-box together.. Awesome time together and the lunch.. Hmm not bad siol! After the KTV went to watch movie at AMK hub.. We watch transformers.. Hmm how to say.. the movie was great really worth watching it.. The time slot keep full house..

Up coming is Harry potter.. Think going to watch.. A MUST WATCH lol.. I think i am just a movie freak!!

2009-06-25T12:05:00.001+08:00

Bad luck
bad luck

bad luck

damn..

PLEASE GO AWAY!!

hehe

2009-06-15T12:48:00.003+08:00

Went to the pc show for a walk.. Damn it was a crowded as b4 but i think it's not as good as 3 months ago that one.. Bought my new speaker.. Hmm quite shiok haha.

Had a small meet up chat with Eugene. Saw him working.. Seems weird haha..

ORD LO!!

2009-06-12T22:39:00.004+08:00

Finally after 2 years of NS. I get back my pink IC. So happy.. Finally can shout out ORD LO!!! Clearing off / leave and slack at home nearly one month. Send out resume to find job, finally gt a reply from my relative there. Hopefully i will be short list for the interview ba

.

Human changes, hmm how to say it? Some of the friend who i knew in army, sleep in the same bunk, go outfield together, same platoon, do same shit together, suffer together in the end all ORD some changes. Plan a gathering trip together like during march/April. Plan to go over seas trip to relax, all say alright, ok or anything but in the end just go on leave and off nia all say don wann go le. Alright then change to play paint ball, all starting say fine with it then in the end leh some don wann go.. From 18 ppl to 11 ppl so sad. Like if those starting those ppl who don wann to go just FFS just tell don wann go. Like drag or say anything or what ever bullshit then in the end say don wann go is worst man piss me off man.

Why do ppl need help from u that time will speak nicely or what ever shit. Then after use finish le just like give u some lj attitude or what. I really don understand, why cannot they just like even they don like u somethings or not happy abt something or whatever u did why cannot they just be polite have a smile or wad. Anyway nowadays wear a mask or might not be the real one who u see he/she is.

Seriously i am very frustrated about something but i cannot do anything about it. Haiz just don know when i will blow up.

p.s some friends can just forget about them. bo kiam eng

Wee

2009-06-07T16:47:00.005+08:00

Watch this movie Terminator Salvation with dear on friday night after dear work at jurong point.
I think i gave this movie 3 star out of 5. After watching this movie, went to meet shawn, eric, funing and hong fai. Went to OCC to play billiard. PLay from 11pm till 130am. After that drove to kahtib to eat supper then chat till 3am++. SO late.. I think my pig is damn tired that day.. Woke up at 6am in the morning. Thanks dear for accompany me.After eating, went to piggy home and sleep at around 4am++.

My piggy wann to watch this movie

Ghosts of Girlfriends Past

Hmm wait for it to come out then go watch ba. I think this movie should be quit funny.. friday is coming and i cannot wait.. =D

hot Hot

2009-06-05T13:26:00.002+08:00

These few days the weather is damn hot.. SO everyday on aircon until so song.. I think everday on around 12-13 hours of it for a month? Slept at 3am in the morning and woke up at 9am to accompany my mum for breakfast. Long time nv accompany her for breakfast during weekdays le. Normally accompany her to eat during the weekends.
Walk to CP market.. The weather really cmi. Then my mum told me the bill of the house hold electrical increases a lot. I was like opps. I guess i switch on the aircon too long + i play the computer really long. Might be the cause i think.. HAHa:P
Went for a swim yesterday with hong fai. We were like went in for 1hr and 30 minutes only. He go there straight away go sun tanning. Haiz then i went to swim alone lo. I just swim around 20 minutes then relax at the pool till he say wann to go ba.. He also went to swim himself. He swim awhile then nv swim le cos i think his shoulder hurts. Haven really recover from the Op ba.
Tonight going to jp to meet dear for movie after her work. hehe Looking forward for it. Haiz One more week to get my pinky back.. AWay from me for 2 years le and i miss it so much..
Its seems to be so near but it is so far away..

OuTing tO SenTosA

2009-05-17T23:42:00.005+08:00

UndErwAteR wOrLd aNd DolpHin LaGooN.... KinDa fuLfiLLinG mY cHiLdHooD deFicieNcy mY dEaR bRoughT miE aNd hIs sIs tHeRe, iTz tHe fiRst tIme wE hAvE a OuTing LiKe thIs.. onLy thRee oF uS hEhE ^^

wE're LikE 'moUtAin toRtoiSe', woAh-iNg aT aLL tHe thIngs wE sAw... tHe sTar fiSh, pUffeR fiSh, sTingRay & mAny moRe. sO 'FascinaTed' iS tHe woRd tO uSe tO deScRibe oUr bEhVioUr hAhA... mAybE wE're tOo iNfLueNce bUt tHe woRld thIs dAys tHat wE siMpLy foRgeT abOut hoW bEautiFuL aLL thIs nAtuRaL LiVing tHingS aRe...

FavOuRitE pIcs TaKen oN tHat dAy... ^^

BeeN reaLLy bUsy wIth woRk foR tHe pAst wEEks... EvEr siNce wE'vE rUn 'LIVE' wiTh S.A.P mY dAys aRe LikE LiviNG HeLL... nOt goIng tO eLabOrAte fUrTher cAUse I'M FULL OF cOMpLaiNts aBouT iT.

bUt THANK YOU MUMMY foR LisTeniNG tO tHEm eVEryDAy wHEN I pOur tHEm oUT tO YoU.

No woRRiEs Im sTronG & TouGh eNouGh foR thIS, i'LL mAkr iT tHRu!!

I'M GOING TO USE MY SUPER DUPER PIGGY-SAVER (Star War has light-saver, I've mine too hehe =P) TO SLASH THRU ALL THE RUBBISH COMING MY WAY !!!

I MEAN IT, SO DON'T PLAY PLAY ~ =X

oH ya bEfore I fOrgoT, DeaR boUght mE a CrumpLer BaG foR my biRthDay... sO nIce I'm LovinG it, iTs onE oF mY fAvoUrite coLour too --- RED coLoUr!! THANK YOU HUBBY !!! MUACKS =)

Lord, I thank you for the loved ones around me. And I truely believe that you have me in mind for your plan. I start to realise everything that happen has a reason, and we should not be anxious but wait for the right time to have the answer being reveal to us... I should learn to treasure more of what I'm having rather than asking 'Why I'm not given that?'

Lord I thank you for all the blessings so far and I'll continue to thank you... I just pray that you will continue to watch over my loved ones and that we'll continue to live on simple and happy life... That's all I'll ask in Jesus name... AMEN

-keBBie-

coUntinG doWn... 2 moRe dAys

Our First Time

2009-04-26T23:16:00.003+08:00

MissinG oUt oN Losta updaTes hErE... mAyBe tO soUnd bEtteR botH oF uS aRe tOO buSy tO fiLL thiS sPacE oF oUrs (hehe iN fAct, wE're aCtuaLLy LaZy Lor... riGht Mr. QueK?)

LasT moNth, wE goTTen tHe repLy frOm HDB iNforMing uS tHaT wE're InviTed tO seLecT a uNit oN tHe uPcOming BTO fLats - 'Dew Spring @ Yishun'. wE wErE eXciTed anD tHriLLed, iTz oUr fiRst tImE trYing tO appLy foR a fLat aNd wE've goT iT. The dAte To seLecT a uNit wAs 2 wEEks LateR anD mEanwHiLe soMe pEopLe hAve aLreAdy seLectEd soMe uNits, anD I wAs pRayinG thAt bY tHe tiMe wHen oUr tuRn coMes soMe gOOd anD fAvouRabLe uNits wiLL sTiLL bE LeFt.

ThoUgh wE diN geT oUr fiRst feW chOices bUt wHat wE seLecteD is sTiLL gOOd eNough foR uS. ThE aMount oF pAperwOrk to bE doNe is tiRing, goT tO fiLL thIs fiLL thAt. In FaCt cAn bE Quite troUbLeSome... hAhA

NoW jUst wAiTing foR thEm tO gEt bAck tO uS oN hOw muCh cAn wE LoaN frOm HDB, tHe rEst wiLL hAve to wAit tiLL maYbe mAximuM 5 yEars (oR Less) foR tHe fLats tO bE doNe... I cAn sAy bUying a hoMe oF youR oWn is noT CHEAP aT aLL mAn... guEss whAt tHe doWnpaymEnt of 5% cosT uS aLmoSt 14k... *HearTarCh* sO muCh moNey. ThanK GoD cAn pAy wiTh CPF othErwiSe aLL cAsh moNey reaLLy 'XionG' mAn...

mUsT rEaLLy sTarT sAving uP foR oUr fuTure...
rEaLLy eXcitEd abOut iT, juZ imAgininG hoW tO dEcoR oUr hOme cAn SenD mE oN clOud nIne aLreAdy... YeA!!

Thank God for answering to my prayers and giving me what I deserved. Though it may not be exactly what I asked for but I'm grateful that this is your will and choice for me. I believe and will be thankful for it.
In Jesus name I prayed, Amen.

-keBBie-

Movies

2009-03-29T14:32:00.006+08:00

Counting down to my date of freedom is getting nearer and nearer.. Excited man.. Quite a number of show coming up and going to watch it.. Hope can watch all of it ba =D

X-MEN ORIGINS: WOLVERINE

STREET FIGHTER: THE LEGEND OF CHUN-LI

FAST AND FURIOUS 4

CONFESSIONS OF A SHOPAHOLIC

terminator salvation

12 ROUNDS

Shinjuku incident

A ratHer 'cool' aFternOOn

2009-03-02T23:50:00.004+08:00

YesTerDay thE wEathEr wAs fiNe in tHe mOrninG, aNd wE hAd maDe pLans tHe niGht bEfoRe tO gO doWn tO EasT Coast PaRk tO piTch tEnt anD sPent oUr afTernOOn reLaxinG oN thE beAch.

BuT sAd tO sAy tHe pLan diN tURn oUt weLL...

FiRst iT wAs kiNdA iNterrUptEd bY tHe dEaresT woMan iN mY Life, aSking uS tO dRive hEr aRounD to ruN sOme eRRands. wHich shE sAid wiLL nOt bE tOO Long bUt iT tOOk aboUt 3 hRs. I'm nOt eXactLy mAd aT hEr bUt I jUz haTe iT whEn thE Last Min maTTers inTerruptEd mY oRiginaL pLan.

SecOndLy, iT's tHe tiMe thAt wE kiNda LeAve yiShuN tO hEad foR EasT CoasT. iT wAs aLreaDy 4 pLus coMing tO 5pm mAn... oUr mOOd wAs teRRibLy daMpeneD. BuT sTiLL wE kEpt tO oUr pLan, wE dRove doWn to EaSt CoasT.

LaStLy, thE weAthEr. iT sTarteD dRizzLing wHen wE LefT yiShuN. iN mY hEart I wAs pRaying foR iT tO sTop wHen wE're oN thE wAy, cUz oTherWise iT's kiNda reDundAnt fOr uS tO mAke a tRip doWn.

wHen wE've gOt to EasT cOasT, thE rAin DiD noT sEEm tO bE coMing to a sTop, iN FaCt iT's geTTing hEaviEr... JuZ wAnt tO tRy oUr LucK wE goT dOwN tO waLk aLong tHe BeaCh wiTh... a sMaLL 'BRIGHT ORANGE FLOWERY' umBreLLa.
(LoLz... AcTuaLLy I fiNd iT quiTe eMbaRRasinG tO caRRy iT)

ThoUgh iT's dRizzLing HeaViLy, tHeRe's sTiLL qUiTe a NumBer oF PeopLe bUiLding sAnd CastLe... LooK sO fUn bUt sCarY tOo... cUz tHe LighTiNg kEep pEeping oUt fRom thE sKy. CannOt iMaginE iF soMeboDy goT sTruCk iN fRont oF mE maN... Haha iM Lame =P

wE weNt foR a DrinK aT thE HawKer cEntre, tHinKinG wHat wE sHOuld hAve foR diNNer siNce thErE's NothinG mUCh wE cAn dO iN thE RaiN oUt aT tHe bEach. wE dEciDed tO hAvE DinnEr at 'BEDOK 85' -- tHere's loSta nIce fOod thEre. wE diN reaLLy kNow oUr wAy thEre, bUt tHank gOD i'Ve goT tHe sTreeT diRectoRy wiTh sO thEre's noThing tO feAR!! hEhE

wHen wE've goT thErE tHe rAin goT eVen hEaviEr, wE sHAred tHe sMaLL uMBreLLa anD waLk tO thE nEarbY HDB. EveN thoUgh iT wAs a RathEr sHort waLk, we weRe dRencHed, aT tHat poInt I feLt Like 'OMG' buT aT tHe sAme tIme I feLt JOY!

HaHa... I mEan hOw oFten cAn wE gEt ouRseLves thAt WET? AnsWer: Not vEry oFten. It's KinDa Like a fOnd meMories oF oUrs wHere wE cAn LooK bAck iN tiMe anD sAy "tHat daY wAs reaLLy jia Lut man"

pLan wAsn't fuLfiLLed bUt thE imPromtU wAs eVen moRe fuLfiLLing inDeed. nOt foRgeTTing tHe sAtiSfYing diNNer tHat wE hAd...sHiOk aR!!

Lord, I thank you all that had happen. Indeed you'll always work out a way for us.
In Jesus name, Amen.

-keBBie-

2009-02-13T00:33:00.003+08:00

Woo Hoo !!! In Less thaN 18 HouRs mY pIggY wiLL bE bAck tO thIs suNNy iSLand caLLed ~ SINGAPORE !!! YEAH!

He'S beeN aWay foR 3 wEEks, fiNaLLy hE's coMing bAck. ThOugh hE's bEEn aWay foR qUite a feW tiMEs thRoughoUt hiS NS, bUt sTiLL I cAn't heLp iT bUt mIss hiM.

ThaNkfuLLy tHis tiMe roUnd I DiD noT hAvE toO muCh oF tHe 'dEpreSSion' sYmtoMs whEre I uSed to haVe whEn hE wEnt TaiWan & AuStRaLia ( I alsO duNNo whY.. hAhA) MayBe thIs tiMe roUnd I'm bUsy wiTh woRk I guEss. Working aLmoSt tiLL 8 pLus evErY niGht... TirEd =(

FeeLing sO tiRed, tHe mOmenT I goT hoMe I cAn onLy tiNk oF tAkinG a sHowEr anD hEad sTraight tO bEd aNd uSuaLLy bY thIs tiMe I'm aLrEady soUnd asLeep.

BuT gUess I'M toO eXcitEd anD LookIng foRwArd to hIs reTurn tOmoRRow tiLL I cAn't sLeeP nOw sO eNd uP vEntiNg aLL mY exCitmEnt heRe... LoLz

CrazZy ME...

LorD,
I pray that you bless them with good weather and journey mercy, and that all will be safe and sound.

In Jesus name, AMEN !!

-keBBie-

2009-01-25T02:01:00.002+08:00

Hmm just came back from supper. Ate prata at prata house there after watching a movie at amk hub. Watch "Love Matters". Quite a funny show, not a bad show but i can say quite lame.
Tml is chinese new year eve, yEA!!! Can eat steamboat le... Going to spam eating all the nice food, seafood.
But also sian left few more night before flying off.. Damn it.. Haiz don wann to talk abt it le if not damn naggy.. Going off for a game before sleep le..

2009-01-23T11:01:00.002+08:00

4 more days and i will be flying off.. Kinda sad.. why is my platoon been chosen to go. DAMN!! Today having off. Let us relax before flying off? haha joke!!
This few days the weather is damn hot, cannot imagine the weather going to be a 180 degree change when i reach there. Worst part of all is heard that the camp do not have any public phone to use. Haiz going to cost a bomb to call home le lo. Still remember that during the last trip training, still manage to call my family and piggy home quite often around 2-3 days one time, but now i don think so ba. Hear the charges calling back is must more ex than my last trip. Haiz going to miss my love one voice.. Guess how am i able to sleep well without hearing her voice. So use hearing her voice every night before i sleep.
Maybe going for a swim later if the weather remain to become as hot as this. Drink more water piggy, i know ur work is getting more and more tough working OT daily for almost 2 weeks for more than 2 hrs. Going meet ya tonight so happy!! =D

WaynE-

110109

2009-01-11T02:59:00.004+08:00

Hmmm first of all Happy 2009!! My ord year.. Weee.. Seems near yet so far around 5 more months.. I will endure!! =D Just came back a friend BBQ at a park. Nothing to do, so decided to spam something here..
Chinese New Year is near, but this year don seems to be able to enjoy it..

2nd day need to fly of to NZ for training. Damn it man.. Seriously after i get my Spec rank.. The only public holiday i am able to stay at my home relax is 08 Christmas then..

All the other public holiday been eaten. Schedule is so F***.Nvm telling myself going to end soon ba..

Saw penny last weeks, took a jacket from her which i asked her to help me buy... Quite nice, love it haha sorry for letting it rot at your house so long =X Had a little chat seems like long time nv sit down together and talk le.. The group seems to be busy, everyone schedule crashing with each other. Got a SMS from pei rong, having a BBQ at eugene house but i unable to go due to that stupid training thing.. HAte it so much.. Haiz.. i think i just go sleep ba, nothing much to talk liao.. Nightz

WaynE-

updates!!

2008-12-17T00:02:00.004+08:00

Hmm.... HaVe nOt bEEn pOsting foR a Long TiME... Yup soMeboDy cOmmeNted tHat eVen tHouGh hE dId nOt wRite anY poSt bUt hE poSted a Video. ALriGht, thAt mEans I'Ve tO maKe sOme Effort tO kEep tHis sPace oF oUrs aCtiVe anD oN-Going. ToO bAd I'vE goT LazY woRmY iN mE LateLy, LAzY tO dO LostA tHings.

GooDy NeWs !!! AfTer woRking iN PrioriTy Consultants foR 1/2 YeaRs, I'm ouTTa thErE and Moving On... HAHA I'm hAppY tHaT I moVed oN tO soMewhErE thAt makEs mE feeL bEttEr aS a wHoLe tOo.

ItZ noT tHat I dOn Like iT thErE, jUst thAt 'eMotioNaLLy' I can'T TaKe iT doWn & I'm noT sAtisFied... I wAnt tO gO hiGher. SoMEtiMEs I wonDer iF I'm tOo AmbitiOus...

I acTuaLLy mIssed mY coLLeaguEs, oUr Lunch Time toGetHer, ouR 'sMaLL taLk' anD aLL thE hacK thAt wE dId... gEnuineLy fuN ^^

GLad thAt I coULd maKe iT to thEir 'Priority's Drink' niGht. I aDmiT tHat iM a Lil' tiPsy tHat nIght, jUz siMpLy hAd tOo mucH I gUesS... hEhE

I'm iNto thE fourth weeK aT mY nEw woRk pLaCe, I hAd gReat tiMe LeaRnIng nEw tHings, kNowIng nEw coLLeagues anD geTTing myseLf faMiLiarise wiTh thE cuLtuRe anD woRk fLow.

TiLL noW I'vE noT reALLy sTart woRk, hAve bEEn aTTenDing tRaiNing oN SAP. ThE coMpanY's cHanging sysTem, sO goTTa LeaRn iT... thE tRaiNinG is daMn LonG, sTarTing frOm Last weeK anD aLL thE wAy tiLL nExt YeaR FeB pLus thE dUraTion dAmN Long ToO - 8.30am - 5.30pm... I'm nOt suRe iF I'm abLe tO wiN thE 'Zz moNster' eVerydAy.. haiZ~

loalla

2008-11-23T20:12:00.001+08:00

Just watch Movie

2008-11-14T23:16:00.003+08:00

Hmm.. this few days had been raining.. sO damN cold... Busy week, keep rushing to pack items inside container to be ship over for my traIning which is like 2 months away..

After doing that, need to rusH to do paper works for the packing list. Doing hard labour work in thE morning then In the evening then need to do Paper wOrk.. Work till Late at night, like almost from monday to thursday after 11pm then can baTh damn.. further more the water so freaking colD, lan lan also have to bath.. kns.. I wANN WATER HEATER!!!

Just book out thEn catcH a Movie wif my piggy... so nIce the mOvie... <3>

Now waiting foR my magi mEe to be cook.. SUPPER!!! Haha been eating a lot this week.. Going to get fat liao.. damN!!

I love singapore!

2008-10-31T16:27:00.000+08:00

I aM baCk!!! YEs.... goinNg to SPam foOd now!!

WaynE-

miSSing parts

2008-10-11T23:42:00.006+08:00

HaVe bEEn miSSing ouT oN LosTa upDates heRe, iN fAct I fiNd mySeLf kinDa laZy tO LisT thEm doWn... LoLz mE & mY exCusEs...

NonE oF uS (wAyne & mE) bLog foR thE wHoLe oF Sept, i gUeSS simpLy bEcaUse tO uS sPendIng qUaLity tiMe tOgeTher iS sO mUch moRe iMpoRTanT thAn anYtinG eLse.

Cuz aT tHis poInt iN tiMe, hE's iN AusTraLia hAvinG TraInIng. ThiS tiMe roUnd tHe TraInIng peRiod iS muCh LoNger tHan tHe oNe iN TaiWan. ThE saMe sTuPid feeLing cAme baCk tO rEviSit Me aGain, tHe agOny oF wAiting foR hiS caLL aLL dAy Long anD feAr of sEEing miSSed caLL oN my hP scReen. ThiS iS aLL bEcaUse wE're noT aWare whEn wiLL bE tHe nExT tiMe wE cAn hEar eaCh oTher aGain. hE's hAving tiGht anD noT coNfiRmed scHeduLe, itZ rEaLLy hArd foR hiM tO LeT mE kNow wHen hE'LL caLL mE aGain.

NeVertheLeSS, woRk sTiLL keePs coMing - NoN Stop... SomeTimeS I woNder sHouLd I aSk foR mOre pAy siNce I'm doIng aLL tHe 'sHit' iN eVeRy cLienTs aCCounT. bUt aT LeAst I kNow tHis wiLL noT LasT foR tOO LonG cUz I'm cHanGing jOb sOOn !!! wiLL sTarT woRk aT thE nEw joB nExt moNth... HeHe eXtremeLy tHriLLed !!

I'm kiNda hOping foR dAys to paSS fAster sO I cAn sTarT worK aT tHe nEw pLace, aT tHe sAme tImE mY DeaR wiLL bE bAck too ^^

LorD, I ask that you bless him and everyone that went for the training. Blessed them with clean water to drink, clean food to eat, good weather and journey mercy throughout this period.
All these I asked in the name of Jesus, Amen.

FeeLings

2008-08-17T22:08:00.002+08:00

Frustrated.... witH mY Life...
SicK.... oF tHe wAy soMe pEopLe taLk anD acT sO FaKe...
DisGusted... witH mySeLf foR gOing aLong wiTh tHese pEopLe soMetiMes...

I'm Lost iN woRds iN desCribiNg mY oWn feeLings... Not KnOwing exActLy wAt I wAnteD iS anOther... FeaR oF cArrying oUt wAt mY hEarT dEsiRe...

wHat hAs gOt oVer mE?
I'M sTarTing tO dOubt tHiS worLd anD thE tHoSe aRound, I haTe thE kiNd oF pErson I Am... TotaLLy diSguSted...

LorD, heLp mE fiNd mY tRue seLf baCk aGaiN. GiVe mE a settLed HeaRt anD thE coUrage tO aCCept mY suRRounDings. LeT mE hAve tHe sTrengtH tO FaCe wAt's obsTrUctIng mE... aLL thIs iN Jesus nAme, Amen.

FinallY back homE

2008-08-12T14:37:00.002+08:00

Wohooo.. Finally back HomE after A Long LONG week in camp. due to outfield.. First time outfield 2 times in 1 weEk plus so super loNg since BMT. SPenT my NAtionAL dAY in the Fields, is so damn stupid and i ShalL say for my NS life i had nv seen the National Day for 2 years. Is damn suaY loh..

HaiZ orginally the PlaN was That i am able to Have a long week of break before another field camp which is this coming MondaY. But the Plan change again.. DamN it.. KeeP chanGing the schedule then neeD to booK in this comiNg wednesday.. HaiZ week end is going get buRn again.. Sorry my Piggy make u so lonely for this 2 weeks and i knOw u must Be suckY to be spent alone during this loNg weekends espically this nAtionAl dayS supposing wE Were able to go for a chalet..

ALL my friends are in camp and i am all alone down here in my home.. No PlAce to go.
RottinG at hOme..

WaynE-

National Day burn again!

2008-08-03T15:58:00.004+08:00

6 more days to nation day!! BuT i wont be able to spent it with my family again.. Last year was because need to book in.. This Year the schedule originally is able to see it but due to the sudden change in plan then unable to see it able. OUTFIELD AGAIN!! argh!! weekend tio burn again due to it. 3 weeks of outfield in a go bth man. Think my face the pimple going to just pop out like popcorns.. DAMN!!

buT the good think is that the off is return to us immediately after the outfield. Haiz after being not a trainee anymore all my friends posted to diff unit, schedule is majiam like rojak like that. HArdly havE a one gooD weekend together like before. HaIz hopE thaT the daY will come soon ba.. ORD still got less than a year.. Really can't wait For thaT day to come!!

baBy is going for an interview tml.. Wish her all the luck she needs and hope god let her have this joB. DoN let her stuck at this sucky joB.. GoD bLess

WaynE-

aFter sO Long...

2008-07-27T16:51:00.023+08:00

DesErted anD AbandoneD seeM LiKe thE bEst woRds tO deScRiBe ouR bLog...

LooKing aT oUr LaSt poSt, iTz kiNda Long siNce wE bloGGed hAhA... HaVe bEen tiEd dOwn wiTh LosTa tHingS anD miSSing ouT oN LosTa upDaTes...

HmM haVe bEEn bAd aT hEaLth eVer sinCe mY fiRst eXtRactIon foR mY bRacEs tiNgy, tHanK GoD mY seCond eXtRaCtioN wAs gOOd noW iTz coUntinG doWn tO pUt tHe rEaL tinG oN... tO bE eXaCt iTz onLy 9 dAys aWay... aCtuaLLy I'm quiTe sCareD Lo, iTz a coMMitmeNt oF 2 yEaRs...hAiz

LaSt sUndAy I wEnt uP tHe SingApoRe FLyer aGaIn, tHis tiMe rOund wiTh mUmmy, GLadYs & ALdriDge. wE wEnT iN tHe aFterNoon sO tHis tiMe I cAn sEE wAt's beLow uS mOre cLearLy tHaN tHe oTheR tImE wHen I wEnt wiTh mY boSSes & coLLeaGues... To Be hOneSt noThinG sPeciaL aboUt tHe riDe, SingApore sEEms tO bE unDer cOnsTrucTioN fRom tHe tOp viEw aNd eVen tHe niGht viEw sEEms tO bE tOO 'DAZZLING'... bUt I woN't deNy tHe facT tHat iT dOes havE soMe WoW facTors bUt tHat wiLL reALi depEnd aLot oN tHe iNdividuaL...

** the capsule**

**see what I meant by under-construction**

wEnt To ' The AreNa' wiTh dEar and soMe FriEnds, SeemS Like aGes sinCe tHe LasT tImE wEnt cLubbinG. DriNking aNd dAncing Like maD...LoLz...
Had a GreaT tiMe, bUt tHat dIn LasT tOO Long wHen dEar felt siCk... hAiz He caugHt coLd feW dAys aGo, hE wAs feeLing reaLi bAd tO tHe pOint oF trEmbLing coLd, iT huRts tO sEE hiM thIs wAy. I feLt bAd, hE wAsn't feeLing tOO gOOd buT hE juZ hanG oN kNowinG tHat I Longed foR a cHiLL ouT tiMe Liked LasT niGht. I feLt sO seLfish...=(
I jUst hOpe tHaT hE wiLL recOver sOOn...

-keBBie-

**oUr first dRinK of thE niGht**

tata

2008-06-01T20:47:00.004+08:00

BeEn A WhiLe sInce i blog.. WeAther had been baD causing ppl tO faLl siCk and my PiggY also sick alreAdy bUt rEcoVerIng. ThiS coming weeks she goIng to takE ouT anoTher 2 tooth agAin. HaIz hoPe she Don get aS hEaty aS thaT time. If nOt shE goiNg to SLim dOwn Again.. =(

ThE DayS
witH you werE grEat
ThE diNnerS we Had
anD
the accompany of you
weRe memorable
noW itS alL gonE
oNce agaIn.

damN it all because have to booK in!!

BaBy Daryl grow up lIao chanGe so mucH SinCe he borN.
cute!!

canT hElp... bUt feel LOW

2008-05-10T02:04:00.005+08:00

iTz eAsy tO sAy tHan doNe... kEEp teLLing mySeLf tHat iTs oK, bUt I sTiLL feeL thE pAin iN mE. wAt cAn I sAy?? hAiz stUpiD tOts coMe tO mE Like "... cuZ u'Re nOt imPt tt's why dUmb." or "... whO cAn bE boThereD wiTh yoU mAn..." ArGh !!! I hAte thIs kindA nEgaTives tOts, cUz I nOe I'm sTrong eNuff tO gEt oVer tHis kIndA maTTer buT yEt I cAnt heLp feeLing 'LOW'... (lolz same as my song) I jUz haVe tHe sUcky feeLing aLL dAy Long aNd maKes mY dAy bLue & gRey. Sianz... totaLLy nO mooD tO tHe mAx foR a Few dAys...

I'LL sTop asKing God WHY insTead I'LL bE tHankfuL foR wHat hE's goiN tO giVe mE. Yes I'm goIn tO tHanK hiM nO maTTer wHat, hE kNows mE bEst & wiLL maKe tHe bEst oUt foR mE. weLL aT LeasT tHis wiLL heLp mE tO feeL bEtteR... I gUess.

TireD ... reaLi TiRed, I gUess I shouLd jUz sLeep anD foRgeT abT wHaT hAd hAppeN anD wHat theY sAid. jUz bE a dUmbO, dAys wiLL bE muCh eaSier...^^

-keBBie-

iT aLL sO haPPened ^^

2008-04-13T23:02:00.005+08:00

iTz reaLLy aMazIng oN hOw sOmethIngs jUz tOOk pLacE fOR thE pAst feW dAys, anD wiTh mY wEEkenD wiThoUt dEar aRd mAkeS mE feeL rAthEr emPty eVen thOugh iTs fiLLed wiTh aCtiVitieS...

wE hAd tHe GB AnnuaL AwArd ceRemoNy oN sAt aNd tHe LocAtion wAs rAthEr nEar tIs yEar , whIch wAs heLd aT seMbaWang... ( cAnt rmB thE nAme Of thAt cHurcH : x ) dEn iT eNded arD 5 pLus anD I wEnt tO eAt wiTh micHeLLe, wAnni & eUnice aT tHe cAfe iN tHe cOmmunIty cenTre aT kHatib. Wow tHe fOOd tHere iS nICe .. YUM YUM!~ tHe cHocoLate cRaVing inSide mE simpLy coULdn'T reSist tHe tEmptAtion oF tHat yuMMy chOcoLate soUffLe... sO i orDered tHat, anD iF tHat's nOt sinFuL enoUgh I eVen haD iCe cHocoLate foR mY DriNk... (ops srY mY deAr I nOe I pRomiSe nOt tO hAvE chOcoLatE whiLe u'rE aWay bUt.... u'LL foRgiVe mE wouLdn'T u?? soRRy Lo *'_'*)

aS wE enJoyeD eVerY mOuth oF thEsE gReat fOOd wE aLso chAt oN iNteResTing stUff, bUt tO bE hoNest I couLdn'T rMb wAt wAs tHe cOnteNt... hAhA I'vE bEEn reaLLy foRgeTfuL LateLy, nO iDea wAt's haPpeniNg tO mE tOO (a chInese sAyinG tHat sAys sTh abOut tHe souL sEEms tO LeavE tHe physIcaL boDy... i tiNk itZ caLLed 'xin bu zhai yan')

hMm... bUt oNe tiNg I'm sUre iS tHat EunIce saId sTh abOut miCheLLe goIng to heR chUrch aNd aSk iF wE wAn tO cOme aLong. I duNNo wAt haPPen bUt eVerytHing jUz sEEm sO nAtuRaL tHat I repLied tHat I wAnt tO gO, nOt tiNking mUch oN tHe cOnseQuenCe...
tHis iS wAt I caLLed >> 'iT aLL sO haPpened'

sO wE weNt foR seRvicE wiTh EuniCe reaL eArLy cUz wE're aTTenDing thE fIrsT sErvice anD sTh sPecIaL aBt tHis cHurCh iS tHat iF yOu dOn gO eArLy tO 'cHop' pLacE yOu'LL eNd uP siTTiNg iN thE oVerfLow rOOm, wHich wE consiDer aS a no-no fOr uS. wE wAnt tO eXperIenCe wAt's iTs Like iN tHe mAin auDitoRium, sO wE dIn miNd wAkinG uP reaL earLy fOr iT ^^. AnoTher aMazing tHing tO mE wAs tt I acTuaLLy hV seCond tOts aBouT goIng aNd I doUbt mYseLf iN wAking uP tt EarLy. But bY God's gRace I DID IT!!! hehe =)

aLL I cAn cOmmeNt iS tt I reaLLy eNjoYed mYseLf, hoPe moRe thIs kiNda oPporTuniTy & eXpEriencEs wiLL come bY. hOpe bY deN I wiLL gRab iT aS weLL.
HmM jUz sTartEd bibLe stUdy wIth aLicIa Last tuEsdaY, reaLLy grEaTfuL fOR hEr tO tAke tiMe oFF hEr scHeduLe tO shAre GoD's woRd wiTh uS. bUt I Do hoPe wAt I dIscuSS wiTh miCh toDay wiLL noT cOme trUe, cUz I dOubt I'm abLe tO faCe hEr... Haiz

-keBBie-

SaD!! emmo

2008-03-29T19:23:00.007+08:00

I hate the Feeling i am having now!! damn it..

Tough on u dear!

Nothing to saY!!

Wait for me my BuI BuI.

Do Take care of uR hEalth.

Can'T waiT for that date to drew nearer!!

永远都不会忘记我们生活点滴

WaynE-

I goT a fuLL timE JOB!!!

2008-03-20T23:02:00.003+08:00

For thE paSt feW dAys oR I shLd sAy wEEks, I've SendiNg oUt mY reSume tO coMpanY anD jOb seaRch aGency tO fOR jObs. Not muCh repLy oN joBs tt I'm reaLi intErested bUt thOse tt I meReLy wAnteD tO tRy foR tHe fUn oF cLicKing oN tHe bUttOn 'SEND' repLied.

I gOt a caLL fRom an aGencY oFFering mE thE poSitiOn oF a aDmin assisTanT iN a pUbLic reLatioN coMpanY. I tOt nO haRm goIng fOR tt iNterView, I mAy oR mAy nOt gEt tHe joB. So I weNt iN tHe moRninG, tHe agEnt wAnted mE tO Meet hEr fiRst beFore goiNg tO hEr cLient's cOmpanY foR inTervieW... wA I wAs sO daMn ruSh mAn hAiz...

ThanK goD I gOt thErE oN tiME... tHe iNterView weNt weLL bUt acTuaLLy I wAs quIte tUrn oFF bY tHe joB sCope cUz itZ ADMIN work!!! tHe iNterViewEr asKed if iM oK wiTh doIn adMin stuff... wHat dOes sHe exPeCt mY resPonse tO bE?? oF cUz I mUz sAy.."I'm ok wiTh it " right?! sO duMb... uSe buTTock tiNk aLso nOe I caNt pOssibLy sAy nEgatiVe anSwErs . shE toLd Me tt sHe gOt oTheR caNdidAtes tt shE haD yEt tO inTerviEw anD If iM chOsen deN sHe wiLL giVe mE a caLL iN tHe afTErnOOn.

So I weNt oFF nOt tiNking tOO muCh oN tHe jOb, cUz I tOt eVen iF iM noT hiRed dEn I wiLL juZ coNtinue oN iN mY sEarch. Wayne & I mEEt uP fOR LunCh iN toWn, woAh iTz bEEn a Long tiMe sinCe wE mEEt uP foR LuncH aNd waLk aroUnd toWn. eVer siNce I woRk mY pArt tiMe jOb I gOt LeSSer tiMe foR hiM haIz i'vE bEEn reaLi tOO uNfaIr tO hiM... =(

wE wEnt tO gEt tIngs tHat hE nEEded foR hIs trIp deN thE jOb agenCy caLLed mE up. sHe asKed iF iM oK witH thE iNterView anD jOb sCope aNd aLL... I tOt shE onLy wAnteD tO sHow hEr coNceRn, dEn shE saId iM hiRed... I wAs duMbfoUnded mAn... I mEan so FAst??!!
I jUz wEnt foR thE iNterView iN thE mOrninG dEn I wAs hiRed bY afTernOOn.

tHings jUz haPPen tOO fAst I dOn eVen hAve tiMe tO tiNk abouT aLot oF tinGs itz Lik u dO iT nOw oR nEvEr kInda tinG... sO i aCCepteD tHe joB anD woRk cOmmenCe oN mOndAy. iTz a 5-dAy woRk wEEk coMpanY, worKing hOuRs arE 9-6pm... nO moRe wEEkenDs woRk foR mE sO I'LL gEt moRe tiMe tO sPenD witH mY pOOr boY.... YEAH!!!

-keBBie-

dEEp iN tOts

2008-03-11T22:54:00.006+08:00

LasT wEEkenD I wEnt fOR a GB JuNior LeadErsHip TraInIng CamP (JLTC), iT sTarTed oN sAt & eNded oN sUndAy. I dIn feeL reaLi gOOd aBt goIn cUz sAt wAs mY mUmmY's b'DaY, aNd I wAsn'T hOme tO ceLeBrAte fOr hEr... feLt kiNda uNfiLLiaL mAn =(
weLL Daddy God wAs gOOd tO mE, hE gAve mE LoveLy girLs iN mY grOup tHat I wAs aSSignEd tO. tHouGh tHe cAmp wAsn'T LonG bUt I guEss wE eNjoYed EacH oTher's cOmpaNy...

wEnt fOR a joB inTerView yTd, tHe LocaTion wAs raTher fAr bUt itS fiNe wiTh mE. I mEan aS Long aS tHe toTaL joUrnEy tiMe iS noT LonGer tHan 1 hr dEn iT shouLd nOt bE muCh oF a pRob foR mE. tHe iNterviEw weNt weLL tiLL tHe iNteRviEwer aSked iF I haVe gOt mY drIving LiceNse...
He wAs Like " oH yoU don have a license, den it will be hard for you to get this job. If you're given the job you'll be given a company vehicle too." OMG!!! aT tHat iNstanCe I feLt Like teLLing hiM, "oH mine pls doN teLL me that, don tell me that I'm not going to get the job because I don have a DRIVING LICENSE!!! "
weLL hE dId aDD oN tHat He hAs yEt tO iNtervIew tHe reSt oF tHe cAnDiDaTes, sO I'LL hAve tO wAit tiLL eArLy nExt wEEk iF tHeRe's aNy gOOd nEws fOr mE... hOpe I gEt a caLL fRom hiM sOOn.... iM fuLL oF aNtiCipAtiOn, yEt I'M aLsO aFraiD oF hOpeLeSS feeLing... wHy iS LifE sO ConTraDictiNg aT tImeS.

ThiNkinG aBt oUr conVerSatiOn LasT nIght mAke mE feLt tt, soMetiMes pEopLe aRe reaLLy nOt mEant tO bE tOgetHer. Or raTher iTs bEst nOt tO bE toGetheR... tHough I prEfeR tO LooK aT thIngs oN thE bRigHt bUt thErE wiLL stiLL bE sOme yoU wiLL teNd tO chOOse tO Let gO bEfoRe itS tOO LatE. tHe hEarts mAy feel tHe pAin bUt I guEss tiMe cAn heLp tO nuMb tHat feeLing oF empTineSS wiThiN.... hArd tO bE doNe, bUt wHen thErE's a Need tO I guEss I'LL maKe iT haPPen too....

-keBBie-

oUr fiRst maKe oVer

2008-03-06T14:53:00.004+08:00

CanT beLieVe tHat I wEnt wIth mY mUm foR a mAke-0Ver sEssion yEsterDay, tHe eXperienCe wAs fUn...
sHe wAs raTher dOwn iN mooD reCentLy, sO I tOt oF bRinging hEr tO tRy oUt tiS sO-caLLed cOmpLimenTary maKe-oVer tO LifteN hEr mOOd a LittLe. sHe's qUite iNtereSted wHen I toLd hEr abT iT...hAhA
wE wEnt anD a ImagE cOnsuLtaNt wAs aSSignEd tO aSSist uS thRu ouT thE sEssioN. hE bRought Us foR maKe-uP anD tOOk 25 pics oF Fun-Loving shOts deN anOther 25 pics iN TradiTionaL KoRean cOstuMe. thE pRocEss wAs reaLi fUn & diFFerenT, I feLt Lik a sTaR tAking sTudio pics maN LoLx...

-keBBie-

Busy week

2008-03-02T14:53:00.003+08:00

Long time neveR BloGging, due to busy schedule in camP. Work and WorK non stop, training and training till i nv even had enough time for my love one during weekdays. Calling her and my mum daily were my only motivation to move on to next day. Hearing their voice made my heart warmer although i were so far from them. Talking to them relieve all my stress and tiredness for the whole day. Guess that the only things i wanted to do and look forward for this 2 years ba. =(

Finally My field CaMps werE completed for this course. Although my traininG course were ThE longest among all othErs Sgt course but i am alreadY half way through. GoinG to EndurE it! GoIng for overseas training soOn, i think this is going to be very hard for me and my piggy ba.. Been talkIng on the PhoNe daily for almost 6 years, seems hard to me to get to sleep without calling her. CannoT imagine i cannot call her daily during my overSeas trip, guess need to Buy pre- paid card ba. How could i let Her suffer more, i will try my best to call her daily ba. How could god be so cruel to just separate us away from each other for weekS.

I hate going overseas!! I knew my piggy going to be worried abOut my Safety again! Sorry about that piggy! I promise i will try to call u daily if time allow to report my safety to ease ur worries. Just wann shout to yoU
I lOvE U!!!

WaynE-

iTz LEAP yeAr~

2008-02-29T00:58:00.009+08:00

wOah~ iTz LeaP yEar, tHis haPpenS onCe eVerY 4 yEaR wHerE thErE's 29 dAys oN FeB. I guEss pEopLe whO's boRn oN tiS DaY Are reaLLy nOt sO LucKy iN tHe sEnse oF ceLeBrating thEir B'dAy eVerY yEar bUt yEt tHeiR dAte oF bIrth Is cOnsiDer aS SpeciaL...

HmM... I'm sO-caLLed doNe wiTh mY PoLy Life anD LooKing fOr a PropeR jOb, bUt tiLL noW stiLL hAd nO reSuLts yEt...
I cAnt stAnd roTTing aT hoMe aLL dAy Long mAn, I'm geTTing FAT!! mY jUnk fooD aRe rUnniNg oUt cUz dEy haD miGrate tO mY tuMMy... LoLz
IntendEd tO gO foR a Jog iN tHe afTernOOn, bUt thE rAin gOt oUt eArLier tHan mE. I eNded uP siTTing iN fRonT oF mY cOm aLL dAy Long tiLL nOw... goSh cAnt beLieve I'm rOttinG iN tIs mAnneR.

LoAds oF uPdaTes oN a Few oCCasions :~

CNY 2008

I haD LotS oF fUn coLLecTing ReD pAckeTs aNd viSitiNg, tHouGh iT wAs qUite tiRiNg bUt LoVes thE feeLing oF goIng aRounD wiTh DeAr... JuZ maKe mE feLt sO sWeeT iNsIde ^^ And thE bAbY i'M cArryinG iS bAby Daryl, hE's sO cuTe & chubbY. He LooKs sO muCh Like hIs dAd too wHen His DaD wAs youNg, hE's siMpLy a joY tO thEir faMiLy...

Enjoying mY Favourite !!!

Hehe finaLLy weNt foR mY Long aWaited mOment.... FonDue !!! wAnted tO eAt Long aGo bUt I'm aLwaYs buSy oTherwiSe oUr pLan aLwaYs gOt hIccUps iN thE enD... weLL finaLLy I gOt tO eAt iT YEAH !!! hAhA sO haPPy, dUnnO y bUt I jUz siMpLy LOVES CHOCOLATE ( gEt it mY dEar?? *'_'*) hMm thOugh wE dIn haVe LoTs oF tiMe tO shoP aRound tt DaY bUt I guEss iTz coNsiDer aS qUaLity tiMe... hOw I wiSh I'm fRee oN wEEkenDs... =(

JoAnna's Surprise BirThdAy ceLebRation

It wAs pLanneD bY heR boYfRiend, I toT tt wAs reaLi sWeet oF hIm tO giVe hEr a sUrpRise oF tiS kiNd. He bRoughT heR oUt tO ceLebRatE hEr bIrthdAy anD bUt LittLe dId shE nOE tt sOme oF heR pRi, sEc & poLy fRens hAd gAthered In tHe hoTeL rOOm wAitinG foR hEr aRRivaL... hAhA tt wAs quIte thrilling too. I wEnt wiTh AbigaiL & Ai Hui wE're heR seC sCh frEns... wE kinDa feLt a LittLe awKwArd wIth tHe reSt oF peePs iN tHe rOOm wHoM wE dUnnO bUt I guEss wE diD puLL oFF weLL. I diN nOe iF JoAnnA wAs reaLi suRprisEd oR sHocKed, sHe LooK sO caLm wHen sHe sAw uS iN thE rOOm. bUt I hOpe shE hAd a meMorAbLe 21st BirThdAy, I gUess tHe pRoceSS iS tHe mOst iMpoRtanT pArt tO uNforgeTTabLe meMoriEs whErE wE wiLL kEEp tHeM dEEp inSide uS....

wiTh yoU eVerYdaY iS VaLentinE!!!

2008-02-14T00:49:00.002+08:00

Hmm... SuPPose tO bE mUggiNg foR mY seCond LasT pApEr, bUt aS I wAs ListeNing tO aLL tHe deDicaTions gOin oN oN the rAdio, mAkes mE hAve tHe uRge tO dRop a Note oN oUr bLog...

My DEAR... iTs reaLLy okAy tt wE caNt sPend thE acTuaL V's DaY tOgetHer, wiTh yoU aRouNd eVerydAy iS VaLenTine foR mE, sO dOn bE sAd oR mOOdy abOut iT k? hEhE aT LeasT uR pReseNt's wiTh mE aLr riGht... =)

I proMise tO woRk haRd foR mY LasT LaP oF tHis RacE, bUt cAnt heLp iT I kinDa gEt diStracteD wiTh thE moNstEr iN fRont oF mE ...ArGh!!! U too mUz BucK uP oN uR moRaLe , dOn LeT tHe tHingS oR pEopLe aroUnd yOu tO pUt U doWn. reMemBer nO maTTer hOw haRd oR touGh tHe wEEk may be, I'm aLwaYs tHere aT thE enD oF tHe wEEk aWaitiNg U tO bOOk oUt. jUz tiNk oF mE wHen U nEEd mOre stRenGth k... prOmiSe? *'_'*
Jia You!!!!

tOo buSy recenTly, goT soMe piCs taKen duRing CNY wiLL trY tO upLoaD wHen I'm mOre FREE... hehe^^

HaPPy VaLenTine !!!

2008-02-03T23:37:00.000+08:00

MiRacLe !! Oh mY goSh mY dEar goT tt fOr mE, iTs sO sWeet oF hiM tO reMeMbEr tt I liKed tt FraGranCe... HaHa nOt onLy did hE gOt mE wAt I wAnteD, hE oSo sUrpriSed mE bY shOwiNg uP aT mY woRkpLace yesTerdAy to wAit fOr mE tO kNocK oFF fRoM woRk. mY fAce wAs a LittLe fLusHing hOt wEn tHe sUrprISes jUz cAme aLL aT oNe gO... I wAs LookIng fOrwArd tO mY kNock oFF tiMe (*at least more than usual hehe...) dEn mY maNaGer cAme uP tO mE tO sAy tt I hV tO sTay bAck tO heLp cLear uP tHe sTocks aS wE wErE hAvinG pRiVate saLes LasT 2 dAys. tHe whoLe sHoP LOoks aS iF iT hAs bEEn rAnsaCked... nO i shLd saId iTs wOrSe tHaN tt...Haiz iN tHe eNd I Left mY DeaR tO gO hoMe aLone. I feLt Like a Jerk, I meaN hE caMe aLL tHe wAy tO wAit fOR mE aNd gaVe mE aLL tt sUrpRiseS yEt I LeaVe hIm tO gO hoMe aLone... tt feeLing sUcks tO tHe coRe. I'M reaLi gLad tt tiMe anD agaIn hE hAd bEEn sO uNderstanDing & toLeranT toWards mE. I hOpe I cAn iMpRove oN tHiS kiNda siTuaTion, nEvEr tO Let iT haPPen agAin... Thank You So mUuchh mY DeaR!!!

-keBBie-

Damn the the system !!!

2008-01-25T00:42:00.000+08:00

Argh!!! wHy iS iT tHings haVe tO tUrnEd oUt tHis wAy?
I neVer hAd whAt I wAnt mY wAy...dAmn it!!!!
I dOn undErstAnd mYseLf eiTher... I gOt sO wOrkeD uP aLL oF a sUdden wHen hE bRoke tHe nEws tO mE. I'M LikE "what the fuck?!" I doN mEan tO bLame hiM, I mEan iTs tHe sYsteM's fauLt. I unDersTand tHe wHoLe siTuaTion bUt yEt mY bLood wAs Like boiLing wHen I hEard whAt hE sAid.
maYbe wHat reaLLy piSSed mE oFf iS thAt tHeRe's noThing wE caN dO tO chAnGe tHe fAct. SinCe tHis hAs tO bE tHe waY tHen I'LL jUz tAke iT bUt I reaLLy hOpe I caN coNtroL mY temPer & eMotioN muCh beTTer... sAd =[

-keBBie-

sTress LeveL buiLding uP !!!

2008-01-21T23:37:00.000+08:00

Huh...FinaLLy I'm doNe wiTh mY rePorts & preSentation sLides whiCh haVe sUper cLose dEadLineS. Gosh... cAn yOu beLieVe iT mY niGhts aRe aLL buRnt doIng aLL thOse cRaps wHich wiLL turN into jUnks aft tHis sem. SomEtimes I fInd iT a WasTe oF tiMe, bUt sTiLL I hAve tO coMpLete iT nO maTTer hOw reLucTanT I am jUz fOr thE saKe oF mY maRks!!! hOw inFuriatiNg is thAt??!!
mY whoLe boDy iS achIng Like maD, anD nO amounT oF sLeeP sEEms tO bE abLe tO rePlenisH thoSe thAt I LoSt. I'm Juz hOping tHe DaY wiLL cOme foR mE tO resT pEacEfuLLy. nO wOrk, nO projeCts or Report tO ruSh... tt wiLL so gOOd foR mE... I wAnt A reSt...SEriousLy.

A tot caMe tO mE tHe oTher Day whiLe LookiNg aT thE maP oF SingApOre. I toLd iT tO deAr, thOugh hE saId iT waS gOOd aNd pRomiSe tt wE caN maKe iT haPPen bUt I doUbt hE reALi rMb wAt I saId... wEll I'm goIng tO fufiLL tt iDea soMehOW. Yes I'LL dO iT!!!

-keBBie-

wAs Looking thRu somE oF tHe piCs tt wEre tOOk reCentLy, quiTe Lik thEse feW...=]

Good luck dear

2008-01-20T19:57:00.000+08:00

MoI piggy is going to grad soon.. Meaning exams coming for her. Knew she had to rush lots of project and reports this weeks Just hope that all the best For HeR and maY heR had alL the stRength & sHe needs.

JIa yOu wOzZ HonEy!!! Book iN liAo WiSh me LucK too.. I WANNA BOOK OUT ON FRIDAY NIGHT I WILL DO MY BEST!!

-WaynE-

Fear

2008-01-13T16:35:00.000+08:00

Every second we are growing older.. Times just passed and now already 2008 alreaDy. This Year going to be 21. Thinking back the old days in primary school when i was reallY a very FaT BOy. Really Fat Indeed until i cannot believe that was me. Times in secondary days were fuN and really love the time in school.

Knew deAr during secondary school, and really hope can time can go back for just a moment to the time we just knew. The image and the feeling is still inside my head, the feeling was so... sweet hehe..

Playing Around during secondary wif all the friends i knew and lucky we were still in contact although times we spent together is much lesser then the time during secondary.

During poly were worst time of my life.. Simply doing nothing in school and slacking all day round and were just waiting day to pass faster each day.

Haiz really wish time could stop, the fear of no sure wad to do after army. Will i able to get a job or should i continue study. I really wish i could get a job FirSt before i continue my studies.

Also not forgetting getting married all that.ArghH money!!! Everything is so expensive everywhere need to start saving up liao from today.. Much morE than before.
Days had been tough for my BuIBuI, had been not a very happy start for 2008 much i am sure things will go smoothly for her! JIA YOU WOzz.. God bless! Wish her all the luck she needed and hope she do well for her exam so she can go uni.

WaynE-

A Tribute to Ah Nei

2008-01-06T17:25:00.000+08:00

A hainanese-speaking woman, a mother of 7 children.
Bringing all of them up by herself and remain a widow all her life.

My memories of her started when I was about the age of 6, and Ah Nei is the way the grandchildren will address her.
She is always talking to us in hainanese and we will always reply her with our below standard hainanese. But as time get by mine was rather eloquent, maybe because of that I was one of her favourite grandchildren.

She always like to tease us, asking us the same question and we will reply with the same answer. She will asked us who does she belong to, and the standard answer of ours is "Mine" hehe...
She loves the crowd that always gathered at her house every weekend, thats when all the bonding begin...

I'm thankful for everyting she had given to us and all that she meant to us, we never have enough of her even till the day she left us. Though she did not left us in sorrow on the last day of 2007, but sad to say the first day of 2008 was rather painful for the whole family.

She left us in silence with no struggle of pain nor tears. Lord I thank you, I'm thankful that my Ah Nei passed away in peace...

All that of her will be kept in my heart and never be forgotten and will always remain. May the good will of yours be a blessing to the whole family. Ah Nei we all love you !!!

-keBBie-

mErrY X'maS eVerYonE!!

2007-12-27T01:16:00.000+08:00

ChrisTmas haD juSt paSSed anD a NeW Year iS oN iTz waY. Year 2008 is tHe yEar foR soMe oF uS tO enter aDuLthooD aS wE tUrneD 21, it maY noT soUnd a greAt deaL bUt soMehoW itS imPorTanT.

Like tHe oTher dAy I reCeiVed a reGistered LetteR, anD tHe oPeniNg foR tHe Letter waS sth likE tHat.." turning 21 is another mile stone for you as you make decision and... blah blah" in cOncLusion tHe Letter waS asKing foR orGans trAnspLant. If u doN miNd tO dOnate yoUr orgAns aWay afTer u diE deN doN boTher to seNd thE repLy sLips baCk to tHe authOrity, bUt iF u stroNgLy oBjecTs deN repLy theM. I tOt tO mYseLf, siNce afTer mY deAth aLL tHis OrgAns wiLL seRve nO purPose foR mE I might aS weLL giVe iT tO soMeOne wHo nEEd iT moRe tHan I dO.

Its noT reaLLy Late noR earLy noW, anD iM feeLing tiRed bUt I jUz caNt geT tO sLeep. I gUess the Cat haD reaLLy scAred tHe wiT ouT oF mE.

I wAs waLking baCk hoMe frOm tHe buS stoP tO tHe LifT LobbY, wHen I reaChed tHe Lift LobbY i sAw thIs cAt siTTing ouTsiDe tHe Lift. sO I stEppEd bAck cuZ i ... fEaR caTs. fOR eVery stePs tHat i tOOk tO mOve bAck, tHe cAt mOve fwD toWarDs mE. OmG I gOt sO fReaKed OuT, I raN... aNd tHe cAt foLLowEd. I wAs Like OmG pLs don foLLow mE deN I yeLLed LikE mad hOpiNg kInd souLs wiLL heLp me bUt aT thAt hoUr I doUbt so. FinaLLy i raN fOr thE opEnEd dOOr oF tHe Lift, WhEn I gOt iN i kEEp jaMMing oN tHe ' DooR Close' buTTon. iM reaLLy sCared tHat tHe cAt wiLL chArgEd iN mAn LoLz... I quIckLy caLLed hOme to AsK whOevEr's aT hoMe tO opEn tHe dOOr foR mE, I wAs pRepared tO juMp iNto mY hoUse thE mOmEnt iM oUtsiDe tHe dOOr. wHen I gOt iN, i sLammed mY dOOr cLosed iMMediateLy deN I feLt saFer.

mY mUm wAs asKing mE wHy mY faCe Look sO baD LikE aLL tHe bLooD dRained oFF mY faCe. tO mE BEing foLLow by sth iS baD enOugh wAt's moRe bY a Cat. I feLt so stuPid tO bE scaRed oF Cats bUt dey Look hoRRifYing tO mE inDeed.

aLL riGht iM goIng to foRce mYseLf tO sLeep nOw, I jUz hOpe I wiLL nOt haVe niGhtmAres oF cAts chAsing mE... * soB soB *

-keBBie-

Please don rain tml.

2007-12-23T17:18:00.000+08:00

Rain and raiN again. ALmost everyday rAin. Been PoSted to Armour Unit. Inside SomE wu lu wu lu pLacE. Near CCk. The bunk there Really not as good as b4 in fact the worst out of the 3 places i went.

Due to the Rain the water were So coLd anD whEn baThing thaT time rEally wilL freeZe to deatH. Really cannoT sTanD it.GOod thing aBt this Unit is no MorE roaD maRch. ShioK leH.GoinG to be 4th wEEk inside this camp lIao & the MoSt siAnZ OnE is thAt my Sgt course aT there is 21 WeeKS leh.

Heard thAt we Will bE goiNg to Tawain during march. 3 weeKs at there, DoN reAlly feel like gOing there leh. IppT TesT goIng to be thIs ComIng FrIdaY , rEally hopE caN get goLD for IT ba($200 leh). Really mUst woRk hArD for my 2.4km leh. musT bE 9m45sec theN caN. I too Fat cannot Run FaSt if not Might havE chancE to get GolD. Argh... [Gold award, golD awaRd, gOld aWard]

Now at hoME ntH to do as usuaL raining AgaiN!!!
TmL gOing To bE meeTing euGene thEy all FoR a BBQ. Hope dOn raIn tmL ba. GOinG to book in feW hoUrs lAter. Stupid maN book in and BooK oUt Again. BooK in tonighT and BooK ouT tmL aFternOon. aRgh. ThankS deaR for the Christmas PreSent i love it Very Much. Ty A lOT =D

WaynE-

gOt a LittLe PissEd

2007-12-17T23:15:00.000+08:00

Juz CaMe bAcK fRoM mY coUsiN's b'DaY cHaLet. WenT tO ceLeBraTe fOR hEr yTd eNd uP sTAy oVer foR a NigHt, iT wAs raTher niCe tO sEE eVerYonE thErE. EspeCiaLLy mY gRandpArenTs, I reaLLy miSSes tHEm aNd I feLt bAd thAt I couLdn'T maKe tiMe tO vIsIt tHem mOre OfteN.

I diN gEt tO sLeeP weLL, sHauN waS cRying tHe whoLe niGht foR hIs muMMy. Sianz I wAs daMn tiRed aLr aFter mY worK dEn rUsh doWn tO thE cHaLet yEt dIn GeT tO sLeeP reaLi qUite pIssed... I shLd haVe iNsisTed oN goIn hOme, shLdn't hV stAyed oVer.

I tiNk LittLe muScLes wiLL sTart gRowiNg oUt on mY arMs tmL, I heLpeD wiTh tHe BBQ jUz nW. I dId aLmoSt eVerYtinG foR tHeM, fRoM sTarTing tHe fIrE, CooKing & cLearIng uP I dId eVeryTing. tHe reSt jUz reLax eAt and Nv heLp, sImpLy siT thErE waItIng tO bE sErvEd. reaLi feD uP wiTh thIs, yEt I cHosE tO kePt mY siLenCe aNd fiNish thE shIt.

I dIn waNt tO shOw tHat I wAsn'T hAppY abt anYtiNg pArtLy bEcaUse oF mY auNty tOO. I knEw shE wAsn'T tOO haPPy cUz sHe's thE onLy oNe heLping mE, I couLd feLt hEr anGer wHen shE sAiD soMe coMMents jOKingLy. I diN waNt tO makE maTTer woRse sO I kePt quieT. qUite sAd tO LeaVe wiTh suCh mOOd, raTher sucKy too. weLL iTs oVer anD iM hoMe wiTh mY coMfY bEd YeaH!!!

HmM dEaR dIn gEt tO bOOk oUt thIs wEEkenD aLL tHe wAy tiLL wEd, feLt quiTe sAd cUz I jUz fiNisHeD mY cOmmOn tEsT on Fri aNd I cAn saY im reaLi sTresseD I wiSheD hE wAs thErE foR mE bUt I dIn bLamE hiM eiTher. foR the wHoLe wEEk i wAs stUdYinG fRom moRniNG tiLL niGht aNd mY whoLe hEad wiLL bE aChinG aWay aNd finaLLy wHen I reSt I'LL hEaR sOunD oF thUmpinG. thE noISe wiLL gO oN & oN tiLL i LoSe mY concIouSe, anD tHe moMenT I kNeW im aWaKe i wiLL hEar thAt thUmPinG soUnd aGain. nOw tHat eVerYtinG iS oVeR I cAn finaLLy sLeep aT eAse...

tHat dAy wHen I waS scRibbLing oN tHe pApeR i wRote this...

Time flies, Day follows.
Tears roll, Hearts follow.
The feeling of
missing you badly
came back to me again.
I hated this weak side of me,
I tried to be as strong as can be,
but before you I never succeed.
I'm sorry if I've cause you to worry,
but I just can't help missing
you...
-keBBie-

sunday

2007-12-04T00:00:00.000+08:00

WeNt out old classmates on sunday. Hmm went to eat at bugis in a Japaneses restaurant named "................"(I forgot. Haha. Joanna was late as usual, when i though i saw her b4 the other gals arrived and gave her a warm hand shake thinking finally she was early for once!! But took it back when she told me the rest meet us at bugis. Why she always late ar after knowing her for years and nv change. Haha eugene sure agree wif me(right dude?)

Saw tx botak haha and a pic of tx(left) and jason(right) our oct boi

Some food we ate i think the food were delicious can go there eat again whaha

Salmon only (forget who ate this)
Eugene ate this haha seafood with egg no bad huh?
Salmon with beef Tx ate this look yummy!!

Mine!! i ate this also salmon but its grilled and with fried chicken loving it!!After that went to hospital wif dear, sad to say her grandmother condition went seriously bad on Sunday but now getting slightly better. Hope she get well soon ba don make my dear so worried and sad as her exam are coming don want her get affected. Jia you and all the BeSt for ur exam honEy

WaynE-

wHen yOu nEvEr kNoW wAt iS hAppeNing NexT...

2007-11-27T00:14:00.000+08:00

hMm... wE hAd oUr fiRSt eVer LonG coNverSatioN LaSt fRi, iT feLt raThEr weIrd tO hAve saId sO muCh bUt I tOt iT wAs reaLi gOOd tO sHare tOO. I maY nOt uNderStand nOr feLt aS muCh aS hE iS bUt I caN dEfinitLy sAy tHat I'm reaLi nO bEttEr. wAteVer iT iS onE hAs tO LearN nOt tO dePend oN oTheRs foR tOO mUch, iT's alwaYs bEttEr tO bE InDependenT and nOt IN-Dependent.

HmM I'm sTarTing tO geT BreaKouTs aNd paNda EyEs AGaiN!! shIty! I'm aLwaYs nOt geTTinG enuF sLp. Y? I duNNo tOO. siAn aR... I jUz wiSh I cAn sLp moRe eVerYdaY, aT LeasT 8 hRs I'm mORe thAn hAPPy tO haVe tHat. weLL coMMon TesT iS Lik pEEping aT mE roUnd thE coRner anD I'm nOt rDy tO ReCeiveD iT yEt. I'm nOt reaLi prePared aNd iN faCt iT hAs bEEn sO Long siNce I Last sTuDy foR tesTs.

I tiNk I bEttEr sTarT pLanninG mY tiMe to sTudy foR iT oTherWise I maY enD uP reGretiNG oVer mY reSuLts wHicH I reaLi reaLi dOn wAn tO =( I mUz jIa yOu, tIs iS mY Last sEmesTer LiaO I mUz SCORE!! HaHa Lik reaL.. hMm nO maTTer wAt I wiLL tRy mY vEry bEst dE... "JIA YOU!!!"

-keBBie-

wAt dOne iS dOne =)

2007-11-19T23:30:00.000+08:00

LoLz... I finaLLy dO stH i wAnteD tO Long aGo, mAybE I dIn hAvE tHe cOuraGe tO dO sO bEfORe bUt I reaLi dOn cAre nOW... I weNt inTo thE saLon tinKing oF jUz triMMing tHe fRont anD BaCk bUt tHe senTence oF "erm I tiNk I waNt iT sHort toDaY." & "NeVer miNd jUz cUt I dOn waN tO tiNk sO mUch LiaO." cAme oUt oF mY moUth inSteaD. This iS reaLi wAt I feeL Lik dOing. MinDinG wAt ppL tInk iS sUch a HassLe. I jUz wAn tO LiVe tHe wAy I wAn, nO ruLes oF oTheRs oR reStriCtions. FeLt reaLi 'cooL' aFter tHe cUt, weLL I diD faCed soMe cOmmenTs soMe aRe sOOthIng tO tHe eArs whiLe sOmE jUz soUndEd bIttEr. hAhA I dOn caRe... mY haIr mY Life, I ruLe thEm aLL.

ThinkinG oF iT maYb itS aLL thE sTreSs I'M faCing tHesE daYs hAs goT mE tO bE oUt oF miNd. I'M nOt reaLi tiNkinG sTraiGht, I caNt reaLi maKe oUt wHat I waN EiTher. Can Be qUiTe fRusTraTing soMetiMes bUt I jUz hAd tO cOntinUe oN thIs jOurNey.

SinCe soMe tiNgs cAnt woRk ouT weLL, I sEE nO poInt iN pErseVerIng oN. WheN iTs tiMe tO Let Go dEn sO bE iT... TakE tiNGs EasY maKe soMeOnE's DaY beTTer. For nOw I jUz pRay & hOpe mY gRannY caN reCoveR sOOn anD gEt dIschaRged fRom hoSpiTaL. sEEing hEr LyiNg iN bEd anD fAcinG aLL thE sCAry maChinEs & nEEdLes pAins mY hEarT. ThErE's nTh tHe ppL aRd hEr caN dO, bUt tO kEEp hEr enCouraGed aNd hAve tHe wiLL tO caRRy oN iN thIs battLe. LoRd jUz waTch oVeR mY gRanny anD Let HeR reCoVer sOOn. AMEN

-keBBie-

Book in soon

2007-11-18T21:32:00.000+08:00

Lala.. Going to leave house to book in around 15 minutes time. 2 more weeks and i will be completing my BSLC by 30 nov and get my CPL rank.

Completed almost everything in the course except left one SOC test and 28km route march and nothing else.Heard that this week going to relax.Hope to get more night off ba like last week.

Sister went to china for her 10 days volleyball training. Left on Wednesday but coming back this coming Friday around evening time.Pray for her safety, do everything smoothly and don get sick. Getting sick overseas is a no joke man. Her first trip oversea without me and my parents, a bit worried for me cos i don know if she able to take really good care or her. Hopefully she can enjoy herself ba.

Heard she saw "SOMETHING" there really suai man. Haizz hope that "THING" don go disturb her la! Leave her alone! (as if the "thing" can heard..hahaa)

Alright really don know wad to right liao cos my lifestyle going to be the same and boring for this damn 2 years. Haiz book in liao!!

WaynE-

wad a week end

2007-11-10T14:36:00.000+08:00

SO freaking sad bo tai bo ji sign EXTRA. Seriously not my fault lo, ask permission to do things also kann extra. Thinking of it, by trusting the wrong person? Still gt the skin to tell us he will settle the problem wif our sgt major.

Then wad, book out that day my name been read out to do guard duty. Went to find him he went up the bus cannot find him and call his hp, off it. Really lan lan have to go do the guard. Damn piss off leh, finally have a week end that dear end her work early hoping can spent more time with her and go shopping wif her, in the end NOTHING!!!

I shall not trust anyone more i knew in this few years except those i knew them for years. Damn it ruin my plan, I hate ppl who ruin my plan i have organized earlier

Now sitting at home, waiting for my clothes to dry(*Pray*) can dry asap if not my clothes going be smelly! Nothing to wear to book in tonight to tong for nxt week.
argh.. meeting piggy later for dinner with her ah ma. eat liao then book in liao, really sucks to core!!

damn moody now!!

WaynE-

Taking iT reaL eaSy...

2007-11-07T13:39:00.000+08:00

WondEring wAt's uP iN tHe hEads oF soMe pEopLe caN reaLi kiLL thOSe aRound tHeM. tHe wAy theY dO thIngs dOn't taLLy witH tHeir BehaViourS anD woRds thEy sAid siMpLy sMeLL Lik sHit. BasIcaLLy thEy aRe iRRespoNsibLe BASTARDS & F**kerS !!

I dEteSt sucH pEopLe bUt yEt tHey exIsT iN mY Life, I wAsn'T giVen a cHoiCe oF theM sTayIng oR LeaVing iNsteAd thEy hAve fuLL coNtroL oF thEir exiStaNce. I jUz cAnt waiT foR tHe riGht tiMe tO cOme for mE tO Get oUt oF thIs daMn ciRcUmstaNce.

ThouGh thErE's thEsE bunCh oF iDiots upseTTing mY Life, I'm tHankfuL tO God foR giVing LOving peopLe aS weLL. wiThoUt thEm i tHinK I maY nOt hoLd out foR thIs LonG. ReaLi ThankfuL foR tHe exisTanCe oF thIs bEauTifuL peOpLe, tHeY coMe anD gO geNtLy nOt maKing yOu sTreSS oVeR anYthiNg. NeitheR wiLL thEy maKe yoU waSh yoUr faCe wiTh TeaRs aLL thE tiMe. TheSe aRe tHe peopLe I conSider aS 'LovE OnEs', thEy onLy shOw yOu witH LoVe & ConCern anD nTh eLse.

EverYthiNg wiLL bE sO sO muCh siMpLer wiTh thEm aRounD, as I Lik to sAy "siMpLiciTy is bEAuty" I Lik iT thIs wAy. OnE doEs nOt hAve tO bE iN coNtroL in oTher's Life tO bE gReaT, bUt heLpinG oThers tO bE thE oNe iN conTroL seRveS a beTTer purPose iN LiFe...

-keBBie-

no more field camp

2007-11-04T18:45:00.001+08:00

A late weekend book out. Hate mosquito and sand flies, making so many bite on my hand and my body. Haven been meet out wif my buddies due matters to settle. Hope able to meet them soon if i have time.

Going to book in soon liao , as usual the feeling sucks. Think going to be the same for every NS guys and i think i going have this feeling for the 2 years.

Why suddenly things increase in price just after 1 weeks of my book in. Suddenly all things become so ex but my pay is still so ke lian. So little. ALL NSF is poor man.

HopLess

2007-10-29T23:02:00.000+08:00

"Everyting familiar around me had collapsed and I was afraid.
I found myself lost, lost and smaller than I ever was.
I had struggled to stay afloat through this torrent of ideas, and things, and people
but there were too many directions and too many possibilities.
I was trying too hard, and it left me hurting and disconsolate.
There was nothing to grasp and no light to look to, just an insurmountable mess ahead of me."

I caMe AcrOss tHis parTicuLar paRa whiLe BroWsing thRu a magaZine... It hiT mE sO hArd thAt iT feLt sO reaL tO mE cUz iT's eXactLy refLecTing whAt's oN mY miNd & sOuL.
ThougH dArk cLoudS mAy sEEm tO cLeaR oFF bIt bY bIt, bUt doEs iT meAn tHat iT wiLL sTaY aWay?! nOboDy kNow wHat tHe fuTuRe hOLds, 'LearNing tO treAsuRe' iS wHat I'Ve bEEn teLLing mYseLf moRe thEsE dAys...

-keBBie-

Hate mosquito

2007-10-27T10:31:00.000+08:00

Came back from 2nd field camp.. A 3 weeks in a row camp field camp really tiring man..
2 down and last one coming up next week. Hate those mosquito, this camp site i just went, god damn it gt si bei many. My whole body get more than 30 mosquito bites even my ass they also wann to bite. Anywhere they can find damn itchy now! Going back to tekong for the last field camp for my this course then become cpl in one month times. Haiz hope can don go to ASLC hopefully can go to unit ba.
Just chat wif my previous section mates which is now in OCS course. Heard is quite fierce in there, lucky never kann go OCS. He told me tekong very hunted when he had his field camp there. A place where the compas no matter where u face it will only face south.. Really wtf man. Hope nothing of this strange thing happen to me when i go there ba.
Going to be a busy week again. Keep out field and don even get to call my Bao Bei during the weekday.Haiz XIN KU NI LE.
Hmm later going to have dinner with my family outside. Been quite a while since we had a dinner together. Hope it will be a great one..

WaynE-

OuR Meet Up

2007-10-19T01:22:00.000+08:00

WooHoo... FinaLly tHe 4 oF Us finaLLy mEt uP oN WeDnesdAy. We wEnt to 'Breek's CaFe' aT caUsewaY poInt, I tHink iTz nEwLy opEneD noT tOO LonG aGo. JuDging fRom tHe furNisHing tHat LookS vEry neW, I tHink iTz opEned For bareLy 2 moNths.. HaHa
Its bEEn a LonG tiMe siNce I weNt tO CauSewaY pOint,hMm I reaLi haVe bEen ouT LeSSer.

iTz reaLi gReaT mEEting uP, oNce in A LonG whiLe whEn u mEEt uP anD yoU sEE thE cHanGes iN thEm thEn yoU LooK aT yOurselF... 'GosH wHy aM I stiLL thE saMe?!' waS mY resPonse LoLz... tHe onLy chaNge I noTiced iN mE iS thAt.. I'M geTTing BROADER!! LoLz reaLi caNt uNdersTand mYseLf, wHy aM I aLwaYs sO staGnaNt? sO boRed? hMM I dUnnO siNce wHen I haVe reaLi Lost mYseLf sO muCh tO thE reaLity tHat I gOt nOt mUch dRive leFt iN mY bLood, I haTe tHis feeLing But waT moRe caN I dO? oR I've BeeN deCeiVing myseLf aLL thIs whiLe? I've Got Lots oF qNs, bUt nO anS. So sUcky!!

-keBBie-

*Wee FinaLLy thE mEEt uP!!*

*Ai Hui, Joanna & mii!!*

*Abigail, Ai Hui & mii!!*

*mii, Abigail & Joanna!!*

FuLL oF hOpe

2007-10-14T22:53:00.000+08:00

Hmm iTz jUz anOther wEEk tt endEd jUz Lik tt... WenT tO MoS oN fRi wiTh dEar & sOme fRens, I hAd fUn bUt aT tHe sAme tiMe wAsn't feeLing tOO aLrigHt wiTh soMe tHinGs I sEE...
MayB itZ jUz mE, tHe wAy I LooK aT tHings wErE rAther diFFerenT oR soMe maY sAy I'm jUz oVer-ReacTing cUz itZ 'coMMon' thEsE dAys... i dOn tHiNk sO aNd dO noT reaLi aGree bUt i sTiLL kePt mY siLeNce. tHe woRd 'CHEATED' jUz kePt riNgiNg iN mY miNd, maYb i'M jUz aFriaD... tHe feeLinG oF insEcUre iS tErribLe.... aRgh!!!

*FlushIng Hot!!*

*oPs hAd tOO muCh, sEEms tO bE a biT bLuRRRRR*

*feeLinG tipsY, aRe wE ?? hiCCups^*

EnoUgh oF thE coNfuSed, I wAs quIte pLeased wiTh wAt I DiD yTd. It's mY coLLeaguE, Zhen Bei's 21st B'daY toDay. And I haPPen tO worK wiTh hEr yTd, sO i tOt i waNted tO giV heR a LittLe surPrise siNce itZ heR 21st. i weNt to bUy heR a smaLL LittLe caKe froM swEEt seCret, itZ chOcolaTe sOuffLe. iT Look sO deLicioUsLy gOOd tt I feeL Lik buYin onE foR mYself tOo kEkE =) I asK foR a caNdLe froM thE shoP Lady too, sO shE couLd maKe a wisH... haha i tot i waS sO smARt to hV tOt oF sucH detaiLs, bUt LittLe dId I reaLisE tt I hv CandLes buT nO fIre... LOLz I waS suPer bLur, I foRgoT tHe CruCiaL pArt oF tHe pLaN mAn.. i weNt arD to asK foR LigHter, thaNk gOOdnEss I finaLLy foUnd oNe bEfoRe wE cLose oUr shOp foR thE dAy. sO I wAited foR hEr tO dO cLosinG foR tHe aCCounTs, wHiLe sHe waS doIng enGrOSsLy I BrouGht ouT tHe caKe wiTh oNe LIghTed candLe... Haha shE waS daMn surpRise anD ToUched tOO cUz hEr exPreSSion shOw thEm aLL LoLz...

*HaPpy BirTHdaY!!!*

*tHey haVe NiCe CakEs!!*

*PeAce =)*

ceLebRatiNg hEr 21st makEs mE reaLise tt I'M turninG 21 neXt yEar. It sEEm sCAry wHen U reaLise, 'Hey you're an aduLt noW, so better behave like one!' bUt the facT is I'm noT behaVing a siNgLe biT liKe a gRown uP...

hMm hOw I wiSh tiMe couLd sTAnd sTiLL.... *'_'*

-keBBie-

nEw tErMs sTarTs

2007-10-08T23:35:00.000+08:00

LooKing Back oN tHe dAys tHat I hAd dUrinG mY 1sT yEaR, eVerYtiNg feLt sO nEw aNd stRangE tO mE. I tOt tO mYseLf, 'NevEr tO giVe uP eAsiLy, nO mAtteR hW toUgh tHe maTTers MaY sEEm'. TruLy I suRvived wiTh tiS pHraSe aLwaYs oN mY miNd, tRyiNg tO pyScHo mYseLf wHenEveR I feLt tt thErE iSn't aNy pOssiBiLitiEs avaiLabLe.

todaY iS thE fiRst dAy oF mY LasT sEm, iT aLso mEant tt tIs Is mY LasT LaP fOr mY poLy YeaRs... TiMe Is aLwaYs sHuttLing In a sPeed whErE wE dOn reaLise tiLL thE elevenTh hoUr. SomEtiMes Its quIte sHocKing tO reaLise it, cUz mOst oF thE tiMe iT aLwaYs caUghT uS uNaWaRe...

I jUz hOpe tt tiNgs cAn Be aS woNderFuL aS iT wiLL bE foR tiS sEm, thOuGh tHe cLass hAd bEEn seParateD bUt I dO hOpe wE couLd kEEp oUr boNds tGt tiLL tHe veRi eNd. tHe kiNd oF LaugHters & TeaRs wE sHared wiLL aLwaYs bE reMeMbeRed...

-keBBie-

Wishing You !

2007-10-02T00:03:00.001+08:00

PiggY... Juz waNna wiSh yOu a veRy HaPPy HaPPy BirTHdaY !!! MaY aLL BiG & SmaLL wiShes comE tRue k =) *mUackx*

-keBBie-

HaPPy BirThdaY To YoU !!!

2007-10-01T23:59:00.000+08:00

SpeciaL deDicaTions tO mY PiggY....

HaPPy BirThdaY To YoU,
HaPPy BirThdaY To YoU ,
HaPPy BirThdaY To YoU ,
HaPPy BirThdaY To YoU !!!!

-keBBie-

FasT FooD & FuZZ CamP

2007-10-01T23:04:00.000+08:00

Ytd i gOt bacK frOm caMp aRd 3 pLus, I wAs feeLing aLL so shaCked. tHe nIght (sAt) befoRe, I wAs hAvinG a reaLLy hArd timE tO gEt tO sLp. nOt beCuz wE're sLeepinG oN caRdboaRds buT waS dUe tO thE 'hiGh tiDe' LoLz... Im simpLy tOO LaZy tO gEt uP tO waLk oVer tO the waShRooM, reAson bEinG tt Its reaLi vEri FaRrr I ratHer sLp moRe maN... LoLz
WeLL foR tt I haD a hArd tiMe geTTing tO sLp haIz...

ToDay is ChiLdRen's DaY, a daY tt nO LonGer BeLongs tO ME !! sO sAd mY aGe hAd enTered tHe nuMber serIes oF '2'. nexT yEar I'LL officiaLLy bE coNSidEreD aN ADULT hAhA... weLL in anotheR 40 mins or sO mY piGGy wiLL joIn mE tO bE iN oUr TwEnTies tOO YEAh!!

It's qUite sAd tt wE caNt ceLeBrate tiS dAy tGt =( , i reaLi hopE nXt yEar wE wiLL bE abLe tO dO sO... PiggY dOn bE diSheaRted, nO maTTer waT uR faMiLy & ME wiLL bE thErE foR yOu wO!!

-keBBie-

Are they really ur friends?

2007-09-30T12:49:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I wonder those people around u, those so called buddies or friends or even close friends, are they really ur friends? Do they really call u when ever they are free to meet up for a drink or so or they call u up to meet ya just that they have nothing else to do and just to find "someone" for a accompany.

Some people make new friends from sch or jobs and after that they might just go out with their "new" friends than their "old". But it is ok wif me, the biggest problem is that during this time they nv show up or even contact wif u but all of a sudden they call u up and say wan meet up for a drink. Don't u feel weird? Seems like a spare tire?

But humans are forgiving, times might just passed and these things that those ppl do to u, u might just forget about it.

The worst of worst is those "friends" they look u up only when they need it. They 'wu kiam eng' u then look u up. If really 'bo kiam eng' they don even give u a damn. I respect these type of ppl for their thick skin. I guess these type of ppl is low in EQ ba. I think they just offended ppl in ways they might not know. Maybe its just a simple conversation they might just offended ppl already. I admit that i not that high in EQ and i do often offended ppl in certain ways cos i mostly talk too straight in ppl face and nv thinks of ppl feelings before i think

This might lead me to have chance for a quarrel easily. I did try to control and think before i talk but its really difficult. I hope i can slowly change. Days seems to pass slowly during the week days hope that this 2 years will end soon. I really hate the lifestyle now due to unable to plan things for family,friends & not much time to accompany my darling.

WaynE-

Happy 5 years

2007-09-19T22:23:00.000+08:00

HmM.. Just came back from genting. A bit tired bUt going oUt Soon. Took a couple of pics but lazy to upload it first maybe nxt entry tHen gO uPload.

Today is 19 September 2007.

It's oUr SpeCiaL day cos we are 5 years together liao..

Happy anniversary.

*HeRe's soMe piCs wE tOOk*

HigHLanD heRe wE coMe !!

2007-09-17T01:08:00.000+08:00

HeeZ I tiNk I'M tOO exCited aBt tiS hoLidaY, aT tiS hoUr I'm stiLL awaKe whEre I'm suPPose tO gEt uP at 5am Ltr. eH tiS iS thE fiRst tiMe I'm goIn oN a hoLidaY witH mY dEar anD soMe fRens, sO I gUess I've gT Lots moRe to anticipAte... LoLz

ReaLi pRay tt tHe weAthEr wiLL bE fiNe sO wE caN enJoy boTh thE inDooR & oUtDoor aCtiVitieS, AnD osO joUrnEy mErcY toOO hAhA...

Hmm I gUess I bEttEr cAtcH soMe sLeep, otherWisE I'LL LooK Like a PanDa oR maYbe a waLkiNg ZomBie Ltr... hAhA =)

-keBBie-

Pop

2007-09-13T23:32:00.000+08:00

Tuesday was my POP.. Finally this day have come haha not a REC any more. Hmm going to genting next week. Honey took some pics during my PoP here are some of the pics

Hmmm.. today went to meet jie hao and the rest. Jie hao tml going to army liao look at his face enjoy while u can dude.. this few hours is important!!

Trying hard to pull all this ppl in this pic. SEE LAR PENNY ONG the most right one use her bag cover her face.. DAMN IT spoil my effort!! ARGH!!

HAHA BOTAK EUGENE.. Taking a pic wif joanna.

And also sorry ar late today. psps..

WaynE-

Officer Retreat 2007 =)

2007-09-09T21:59:00.000+08:00

Woah I jUz caMe baCk fRom mY Girls' BriGade oFFicer retreat, tiS tiMe roUnd wE hAve iT aT SeBana GoLf & MaRina REsort (maLaysia) inSteaD oF seNtoSa. iTs quiTe diFFerent fRom LasT yEar maYbE bEcaUse iTs fuRthEr tiS tiMe roUnd aNd thE pRogrAm wE hAd wEre aLot moRe fuN toO... =) I jUz LoVe thE teaM- bUiLdiNg gaMes iTs sO chaLLenGing anD enErgY coNsuMing.. LoLz

I weNt wIth WannI & MicheLLe... hAiz tiS yEar Alicia din maNagE tO jOin uS aGain, cUz hEr mUm fraCtureD heR aRm tHe wEEk bEfoRe thE reTreaT. ReaLi hOpe tt aLl 4 oF uS couLd aLL gO tO the reTreaT tGt nExt YeaR, tt wiLL bE GreaT fUn maN LoLx..

-keBBie-

Getting ReaLi buSy tiS dAys

2007-09-02T23:50:00.000+08:00

Oh gOsH! I jUz reaLisE I hVen bEEn upDatIng oUr bLog foR quiTe soMe tiMe... i wAs reaLi gEttinG vErY buSy tIs dAys, finaLLy I fiNisH tHe drEadfuL FYP. No mOrE weAring oF LanYard anD siTTing in aN encLosuRe anD LeT vIsItoR sEE uS Like tHe aNimaLs iN tHe zOO kEkE.

LaSt LaSt tUesDay I sTarTed wOrk aT aLeXandRa hOspiTaL aS aDmiN aSSitant, thE jOb sCope iS reaLi veRi simpLe. yoU don hV to CraCk uR bRain tOO muCh foR thE jOb, juZ sOme rePeatatiVe procEduRes oF doIn tIng. CaN bE quiTe duLL bUt iTs okaY, aS LonG aS I cAn reLaxingLy sPend mY vaCatioN anD nOt rOt aT hoMe... LoLz

weLL tiME jUz pAss sO faSt, anD sOOn mY deAr is gOin tO POP lo... Yea!! so HappY for hiM =)
wE haVe sOme pLanS tO gO oN a ShOrT hoLidaYS aFter hiS POP, jUz tO gEt aWay fRoM tiS sTreSSfuL isLand tO reLax ouRseLveS.... hMM tiNkin oF iT mAkes mY miNd reLax Too kEkE ...

-keBBie-

Nice week end

2007-09-02T14:23:00.000+08:00

Woot able to book out on a friday. Sad thing is that i fail my soc damn it. Heard that must come back during the leave after POP that makes me very very sad :( Forget all abt it ma hope things will go smooth when times gets by.

My dad is so good to me. Came all the way to fetch me after his work. I am so touched. Went home had a bath and then went to meet my piggy. Hmm watch a show at Yishun gv (ratatouille). It's a very cute show see the rat running around especially the eye so big and cute. But i sleep in between the show guess i am too tired, lucky my honey nv really angry wif me i miss the middle part of the show but wake up watch the ending part of the show =D.

Wake up in the morning and went to SIR building wif honey to get her passport. The Q was so long. we waited for around 4hours++ it's so freaking long!!!After that honey went to work and i went to comex at suntec. 3 of my army friends went wif me. Hmm bought my digital camera finally after so many years of saying wanting to get it. Thanks to guo han he helped me a lot by helping me choosing the camera.

At night went to THE ONE for KTV. I was tiring but quite shiok cos drank 2 bottles of beer. Long time nv drink liao cos becoming more and more guai :P Really enjoying the time spenting with my friends and of course my piggy. Pop is coming and really looking forward to it and of course hope that i am able to go for a holiday during my POP leave. *prays*

WaynE-

Movie : Evan Almighty

2007-08-26T13:50:00.000+08:00

Went to find dear at night after her work. Seeing her working so hard and hardly had any rest makes me heart so pain. Haiz hope she can rest whenever she has time. Went to see a movie :Evan Almighty after her work. hmm that show was kinda of funny although a lot computer graphic effect were used.

After see the movie went to eat at Thomson Road there. Went till around 4am plus then reach home then dear today still need to reach her working place at 11am. Haiz she work so hard and me too have to work harder like her next time. Lets Jia you together ba.. Looking forward for out holiday trip in September although it still under planning status haha.

Let try this game i found on da net. Test a bit of ur IQ try to complete it with first try without restarting it.

Bad Weekend

2007-08-19T13:47:00.000+08:00

Supposing this should be a good weekend cos get to book out on a friday night but damn it man. Early in the morning during saturday kann a bloated stomach. Then went to go to orchard for lunch but was too late my bloated stomach become gastric pain. Damn waste my $15 eating fish and co and vomited it all out and some more i never finish my meal. Damn first time i nv finish my meal lo. But seriously the food in fish and co i seriously think that the food quality standard drop and the service is damn sucks. Nv come refill my water, like really slack sia those ppl working there.

After eating it i went home straight then i cannot meet my honey after she work where i promise her i would meet her.Haiz my whole day is ruin cos of my stomach. Just stay home the whole day resting.. Spoil my plan, wasted to buy cap and some shorts and shirts for myself.. damn it.. Haiz booking out on a Friday is a damn rare thing and i wasted it.. Going to take care of myself more, wake up must straight away go eat liao cos i thing the timing of my stomach wanting for food is more due to the damn good balance eating timing by "NS"

Sorry BuI BuI i know i somehow make u angry on Saturday night due to somethings i did. Really sorry hope u can forgive me..TaDa..

-WaynE-

hEarT bReaKinG

2007-08-14T23:51:00.000+08:00

I reaLi LosT cOunT oF thE nUmBer oF tiMes tHis LouSy feeLings tHat cOme tO mE, I cAnt staNd iT wHen sHe teLLs mE hoW enJoyaBle iS heR eXperIence wIth thOse teMp sTaff tHat sHe pReviOusLy worK wiTh. It aLL soUnd sO aNNoyIng tO mE !! She maKe iT soUnd aS iF shE EnjOys sO mucH wiTh thEm bEttEr tHan hEr oWn. I dOn unDerstanD... I reaLi doN... sob sob...

wHy muSt shE maKes mE feeL tHat I'M nOt gOOd enOuGh? Haven I doNe enOugh to pRoof mYseLf? I reaLi duNNo wHat musT I dO tO caTch a LittLe oF heR aTTenTion, sEEinG hEr shOwing tHe reSt moRe aTTentions & LoVe reaLi maKe mE feeL Lik A noBody... Am I nOt hErs? I oFten asK mYseLf this, wHy dO I haVe tO woRk sO haRd whEn noBody iS aPPreCiaTing? My anS tO thIs is aLwaYs bEcauSe oF heR .

I caRe abT her,tHat's whY aM sO conCerN abT thE aMouNt of aTTenTion shE's giVing mE. BuT I reaLi douBt I'LL eVer gEt it. I haTe mYseLf, whY musT I bE thE eLdest. bEing tHe eLdest iS nTh gOOd aT aLL, I haVe tO giVe iN aLL thE tiMe to BuLLshIts anD toLeratE Lik nO enD. I haTe it !!!

MaYbE oNe daY I'm gOne, iT doEsn'T reaLi maTTer tO hEr mucH tOO. I'm jUst Lik a strAnGer HanGing aRouNd, nOt neCCessAry aT aLL. I wiSh to GeT oUt oF tHis pLaCe, LOngIng fOr thE daY tO coMe. My LoNg aWaiTed FREEDOM iS sOOn tO bE....

-keBBie-

Bored

2007-08-12T12:21:00.000+08:00

Hmm it's been a while since i blog. Should i say i am unlucky or wad? Things have not been quite smooth this couple of weeks in army. Things went wrong, items went missing then everything nv go wad i expected damn.. This coming Monday going to have another field camp. Haiz this one is to see if i am able to go command school. Although its a 3 days 2 night field camp it really make my mood went really bad. I really hate the combat ration man.

The food sucks totally to the max!!! But to my surprise eating this stupid food makes me lost couple weight although i nv go measure my weight but i can feel that i grew thinner. Really pray and hope it don rain on this field camp again. Really suck man my first field camp first 3 days rain liao then come back to BMTC nv even have a single drop of rain for 2 weeks. Really WTF!!! Maybe its just suai lo. Really an unlucky man.

Why do we only able to book out on saturday morning? Really hate it.. Not enought time to spent wif my family member and my friends.I love my mum my dad and my sister. Sounds a bit sissy right? But fuck care it la.. Since going into army they have been very supportive and i suddenly felt they really do care lot for me or should i say i am just a fuck up person did not notice it in the pass. Wad a fucker am i.. I shall treasure them more from now on..

My Honey this 2 weeks also nv been too well. Her FYP project fuck up. Could not be with her when she needs me really piss me of a lot. Why do she have to suffer so much. It really hurt my heart.This coming week is going to be her last week.. hope everything works out fine for her and let her did well for her FYP. She had already suffered so much, how can god be so cruel let this cute little girl suffer more right? Really pray hard for her to do well for her FYP.

Alright i shall stop complaining abt those unhappy things... Went to watch movie at AMK HUB yesterday night. "RUSH HOUR 3"... A funny show i should say. But can see jackie chan really old liao cannot run anymore in his movie. Damn slow he run can see he really need to put in extra effort in the stuns he do.Eating pop corns during movie really feels good although i prefer salty pop corns but i should stop eating it cos suddenly after eating it yesterday i should say i suddenly feel sweet pop corn is nicer to eat. After the movie went to eat Ba choo mee at the S11 near by. Ate quite a lot yesterday.. Dinner eat a full spring chicken and add a big bowl of rice at 7pm then at 12am ate the pop corns and then 2am ate ba choo mee. Looks like a pig eating isn't it.Ai ya don care so much since monday going to eat the stupid combat food just eat man.. if not really make myself suffer haha.Heard from my captain that we are able to book out on a friday night after the field camp really hope can book out on friday. Beens weeks since i did that and the last time able to do that was taken away by the stupid guard duty. Really don wann to say abt it man really piss me off due to the incident and the reason of kann the stupid guard duty.. ARGH!!! Hate it.. See type type half way rain liao. Sian hope my field camp don rain la. Tolong Tolong!! Don rain pls eugene also having field camp right now, his one sure damn xiong one, raining makes him suffer much man.. Thanks god. Pls stop the rain..

-WaynE-

pIssed oFF

2007-08-02T09:50:00.000+08:00

YesTerDay wAs jUz simpLy oUr unLuckY dAy. I wAs piSSed oFF bY mY proJ sUp, anD mY dEar caNt bOOk oUt TmL Lik tHe reSt aS hE hAd tO sTaY baCk tO dO guArd dUty.
I wAs sO hAppY wHen I reCeiVed hIs mSg teLLing mE tt hE hAd gOt baCk frOm tHe fieLd cAmp. I wAs LookinG fOrWard tO tmL, tiLL hE toLd mE abT thE guaRd dUty tiNg.

I dUnno y I jUz bRokE dOwn InsTantLy, I cOuldn'T cOntroL mYseLf aNy Longer. I doN mEan tO Let hIm gEt woRRieD aBt mE, iTs jUz reaLi ouT oF mY coNtroL. WeLL aT LeasT wE wiLL geT to sEe eAch oTheR tIs sATurDay, tt'S mY onLy hOpe nOw.

I thInk I'm simpLy tOO stResseD uP wiF tInGs aNd I dOn haVe a gOOd cHaNNeL oF LettiNg iT oUt. I feeL aLL sO sTuffeD uP wIf pRoBs tt I caNt soLve anD I dUnnO wHo tO sAy tO.

-keBBie-

A week wiThout him.. :(

2007-07-31T08:56:00.000+08:00

LasT ThuRsDay(27th JuLy) mY cLass haD a LittLe gaThering. We weNt foR stH diFFerenT tiS tiMe roUnd, thE naMe oF thE resTauranT is CaLLed 'Amirah's Grill Restaurant & Cafe' deY aRe seRvinG middLe EasT & WesTerN CuisiNe. It's situated iN aRab st, sO wE gT tO waLk sOme disTanCe bEfoRe wE caN gEt tHere. tHe deCo oF tHe plAce iS ratHer egYptiaN..hAhA duNNo Y. We Had quiTe a gOOd timE mEEtinG uP tGt n shArinG waT haPPen duRing oUr daYs iN schooL anD woRk. I haD 'mixed grilled seafood' iTs ReaLi niCe, tHe pRawn I hAd wAs suPer Big Lo KeKe...
PeopLe preSent >> Ansar, Charmaine, Victor, Rifhan, Ya Qin, Nazree, Ryan, Wei Guang, Tiang Wee, Zhi Ming, Zhi Yang & ME !!
PeopLe aBsent >> Darren, Jun Hui, Hui Jie, Zhang Jin & Max
ReaLi verI thAnkfuL foR thOse whO maKe timE foR thiS gAtherIng tO cOme sPenD TimE wIf eVeryBody :) anD hOpE thAt thE nExt gAtherIng eVeryBody wiLL bE pResenTs bA... ;P

*this is called pita bread, it comes with 2 other flavors dip YummY !!*

*can u spot the diff? Look carefuLLy the one on the right is Lesser, tt;s mine... sob sob I was treated unfairly they gave me a smaller scoop. Not fair!!! LoLz :X

On FriDay(28th JuLy) waYne weNt foR hiS fieLd cAmp, anD tiS caMp LasT foR 6 dAys anD nO phOnes aLLOw... hAiz i'm miSSing hiM. ThE weAthEr reCEntLy aRe rAtheR weT, I'm reaLi aFraid hE miGht caughT A coLd aGain. He diN reaLi reCovereD frOm the cougH & fLu bEfoRe hE weNt foR thE camP, I reaLi pRaY & hoPe thAt hE's taKing gOOd caRe oF hiMseLf anD tHe dAys wiLL pAss FasTer. I oSo sPeciaLLy maKe arranGemenT noT tO woRk oN tIs coMinG sAt sO I cAn reaLi kEEp hiM coMpanY thE whoLe dAy, hOpe tiS wiLL bE a SurpRise foR Him KeKe..

-keBBie-

The motion of everything just ZooM,
But my soul just remain in this RooM.
Recalling all the sweet & sour ZonE,
Suddenly I realise am all AlonE.
Where are you? I asked myself...
Serving our nation, Protecting our Land
is what you ought to do.
But still, my heart longs for ya presence
here in this RooM.
Longing to ZooM off with you
to our sweet & sour ZonE
so that with you, I will never be AlonE...

Yet AgaiN Nth aCCompLishEd

2007-07-26T12:04:00.000+08:00

A LittLe rECaP foR thE wEEk...

WenT foR Girls' Brigade 80th AnniVersAry Dinner At RaffLes ConventioN CentrE on WeD <18th JuLy>. We weRe toLd tO Be siTTed bY 7.15pm, cUz PresidenT S.R Nathan wiLL thE guEst-oF-HonoUr. I Left scHooL sLightLy earLier tO gO hoMe to baTh anD gO foR thE eVent, I wAs extRemeLy ruSh Lo. I reached hoMe aT 6.30pm anD weNt straiGht to Bath dIn eVen hV tiMe tO dRinK a cUp oF wAteR. I wAs suppoSe to Meet WannI at KhaTib MrT whEn I'm doNe, sO i deCided tO taKe a caB doWn to KhatiB tO meeT heR. Juz aS I wAs waLking doWn thE stAirs MicheLLe caLLed me. *HaHa... thanK GoD shE caLLed* shE asK wheRe I wAs anD oFFer to drIve uS theRe...tt wAs reaLi greAt mAn...
wE rEachEd tHe baLLrooM aRd 7.45pm, wE wErE LatE aNd i tOt iT wAs qUiTe emBarraSsinG cUz eVerYonE whO's siTTinG wiTh uS aRRiveD LonG aGo... hAiz
dEn wE sTarTed eAtinG the fiRst disH tt DeY saVe iT foR uS on OuR pLatEs sO acTuaLLy tHe DinnEr staRted nOt reaLi LonG bUt itS nOt tOo niCe tO bE LaTe...

WenT fOR saKae at CauseWaY PoinT wiF soMe oF mY cLassmaTes tt HaD tHe saMe susHi craVing aS mE on Fri <20th JuLy>. ReaLi feeL eaTing Losta sUshi, duNNo whY maYb thE sUshi iN scHooL simpLy arEn't edibLe LoLz... I reaLi enJoYed tt mEaL, I fuLfiL thE cRavIng iS Like TaminG tHe huNgrY 'LioN' iN mY stOmaCh LoLz... aNd oSo mEEt wiF 2 oF mY frEn tt I hV noT beeN seeIng siNce mY aTTachMent sTarTed. < PeopLe tHat weNt for sUshi feasT == ME,CharmainE,Jun Hui, Tiang Wee, VicTOr & Zhi MIng>
We oSo ceLebraTed Ya Qin bDay in scHooL oN tt DaY, iTs hEr 21st BdaY thE nxT dAy. We maDe hEr a CarD tt's 4 pageS LonG anD haVe tHe PiCs oF everYoNe anD oUr msGs to hEr. Itz reaLi sWeet riGht...tO reCeiveD a hanD-mAde caRd bY uR freN oN ur 21st iS reaLi niCe Lo kEkE...

On SaT <21st JuLy> I wAs LeaDing woRshiP wiF WanNi iN thE moRniNg. WaH i WaS vEri neRvoUs... Dunno y too, mAyb iT hAs bEEn qUite a whiLe siNce I LasT LeD wOrshIp bA... Thank God i couLd sTiLL sinG withOut tHe muSic wiThouT reVeaLing tOo muCh tO ppL thE faCt tt iM quiTe a 'TonE DeaF' hAhA... thE partiCipaTion oF thE girLs wErE quiTe gOOd whicH maKe mE feL moRe reLaXed afT thE firsT 2 sonGs. Hope tO shaRe aLot moRe of tHe niCE soNgs tO thEm =)
WenT to wAtch 'HaRRy Potter' at niGht wiF DeaR, thE sHOw wasN't reaLi fanTasTic iF I weRe to saY. aLot deTaiLs WeRe cUt oFF whIch wAs expEcteD, anD mAyb onE tinG tt I wAsn't pLeased aBt iS tt wAt tHe moVie sHow isn't Lik tHe onE I hV iN miNd... sAd i kiNda finD iT tOo hIgh-TecH. WeLL to soMe iTs oK tO tHem... iM jUz tOo fuSSy hEHe. DespIte iT wAsn't Up tO wAt I waNted I sTiLL EnjOyeD mYself. Cuz Im sPEndinG qUaLity tiME wiF mY DeAr, i feLt reaLi baD tt hE wasn'T feLing weLL oN tt DaY hE sTiLL coMe aLL tHe waY tO GreaT worLd tO waTch HaRRy wiF mE tiLL quIte Late cUz I couLdn't caTch aN earLieR sHoW aS I hV tO woRk tiLL 10.30pm oN tt dAy... so sRy =(
iM reaLi tOuchEd foR aLL yOu hV doNe, dO taKe cAre oF urseLf mY dEar... aLwaYS LongIng foR yA reTurn wO... kEkE *'_'*

-keBBie-

Sad

2007-07-15T11:46:00.000+08:00

Its another week end gone. Really a bad week end. Just say the booking out time from army around on saturday and need to book in on monday damn really like onli a day plus a few more hours. Took a cab home and i left my cap inside it. I lost it damn need to go buy see a waste of my time.

Eugene, Jason and some of my buddy all in tekong already. Haha the good news is that Eugene and Jason is side my side with my company and we can meet during the night haha some more our company is link. Really great right.. Eugene keep asking me to meet him on Friday but i could not cos we are too busy too many things to do and we have to pack items for book out. Next week end is my last book out before i go for my field camp. Sucks totally cannot book out on the field camp weeks going to miss my honey.This weeks is my life firing weeks but seriously i am not excited at all every time i book in the only thing in my mind is when is my next book out to see my family and my honey.

Knowing that my honey suffers quite a bit when i am not around. Knowing she has her problems but could not do anything really sucks.I always ask myself "Why must we serve NS?......................"
Yesterday i spent sometimes with my honey. Went to fetch her at her working place. Did not really go anywhere but just a walk around in town and then go have a small meal and Long John. Night at town is not as great as it use to be when i spent it last time. Like those late midnight movies and some late night activity all i could not do it damn it man, but i really do treasure and precious the time i spent with my honey.

Going to save money to go diving with my honey for diving lesson if not go for a small small holiday during September. All the best to my BuI BuI and remember to take care of yourself when i am in army. Take care.
(You can do it, Just believe in yourself!)

-WaynE-

a PieCe oF mY tHots

2007-07-13T11:07:00.000+08:00

Hmm EarLy iN tHe moRniNG iM sTiLL sTarINg bLankLy aT mY coM nOt kNowIng hW tO cOntiNue oN mY coDIng... reALi pAtheTiC mAn... bUt soMe tHots caMe tO Me wEn i wAs dAy-dReaMinG aWay...

The feeling of longing simply just paralyse a person.
How do we cure such a person?
Or is this the so-called 'Lovesick'.
It's a painful process... Really painful.
It's both emotional & mental torment for one.
Not only will it cause your souls to be drifted off,
you may even tear without a reason.
Really amazing..."

-keBBie-

Its yEt anOther dAy...

2007-07-12T11:48:00.000+08:00

Its yEt anoTher dAy of mY FYP anD i compLeTe nTh agAin...wTh
I cAnt figUre ouT tHe pRogrAm, nOt a singLE shIt of It. FeeL reaLi LousY bUt cAnt heLp it. I seeK heLP buT stiLL noT suRe hW iT woRks reaLi sUx riGht haiZ...

I haVe eNuF of thEse kiNda dAys I reaLi waN mY hoLidaYS to coMe... dEaR & i pLan tO gO diVing in sePt wheN i stiLL hV mY hoLidaYs n hE haD hiS POP, pRovided wE caN saVe tHe amT neeDed Lo...keke I reaLi waN tO trY diVing, i onCe menTion tO mY cLaSSmates wEn i wAs iN yEaR 2, tO gO tGt n wE eVen cheCk ouT tHe pRicing n aLL buT duNNo y nO nEws aBt iT iN thE enD... siAnz

weLL juZ hoPe wE caN gO bA, buT i tiNk iF wE caNt gO foR tT deN maYb wE wiLL go otHer pLace hehe... wE juZ waNnA gEt aWay frOm tiS daMN pLace!!! haha acTually noT sO baD La jUz F***ing duLan haha.

Hmm dEar lasT wEEk booK ouT oN frIdaY, buT tiS weeK caN onI bOOk ouT oN SaT...sianZ maN
He wiLL bE sO tiRed Lo aLL thRu the wEEk so teDious woRk ouT n traIninG... soB soB mY piGGy sO ke LiaN... hW wE wIsh tHe tiME wiLL paSS fasTer...

*no teArs shED, doEsn'T meAn aM sTronG...*

-keBBie-

ConGratz To Ya !!!

2007-07-04T17:11:00.000+08:00

YesTerDAy wAs tHe gRaduAtioN ceRemonY foR deAr anD hiS fRens. HE weNt hoMe fRom caMp iN thE moRninG deN gO foR thE ceReMOnY, aFter thAt I heLp to tooK soMe piCs foR hiM tOO. BuT I kNow hE waSn't aLL v HappY cuZ hE gOt a haiR cuT thE daY beFore tHe ceRemonY ... BuT I'm reaLi haPPy foR hiM, finaLLy gradUate liaO mA tHe feeLing iS gReaT hAhA!!

I feLt baD foR noT beiNg abLe to AccompAny hiM foR diNNer afTer thE ceRemonY, buT aT LeasT I sTiLL couLd mAke iT foR thE moVie sLighTLy laTeR keke... TRANSFORMER. iTz quIte niCe, thE trAnsfoRminG paRt is reaLi awEsOme... usiNg onE woRd tO sAy, iTz '~COOL!!!' hAhA

FeeL sO bLoaTed toDay, haIz mY gAstrIc Is aCtiNg uP quIte aLot reCentLy. LaSt sundaY i Got terrIbLe gaAstrIC paIn deN i weNt to BeD tiNkinG tHat thE paIn wiLL jUz gO aWay, wHo noE's i vOmiTed liK sIao. tHe bLood veSSeLs arD mY eYes buRst leaVing reD liTTLe doTs, I LOok sO teRRibLe thE neXt daY, I LooK liK tHe paNdA waLKinG ard... sUper saD. i WenT to c thE doC deN hE saY iM aLLergic to tHe gasTric mediCine hE gaVe to mE preViousLy... OMG !!! haiZ sO 'sWay' Lo... I tinK i jUz hV tO wAtCH mY diEt moRe, eaT moRe reGularLy too. HAte thE voMittinG feeLing, iTz SuX maKe mE feeL aLL sO diSguSted.

-keBBie-

*HeRe arE sOme pIcs tOOk on tHat dAy*

Grad Day

2007-07-03T20:44:00.001+08:00

Today is my graduation day. Hmm Get to book out from tekong at 8am but somehow drag and drag waiting for friends day and took a bus home and had a breakfast with my mother. Eating breakfast with my mother seems sweet. Did not really appreciate eating meals with my family members b4 i went into army, now i shall treasure every seconds eating or spending times with my family. Reach home at around 1030 and took a bath and a quick nap and went to sch for graduation by 1330.

The moment i step into the sch i felt depress.. I AM BOTAK. Looking around me a lot ppl have their hairs nicely done and me leh, no hair really WTF man.. The graduation took around fews hours and end around 1700.Took a couple of photo but really look ugly at it. Due to my hair damn fucking short. My hairs grew within 14 days and look more longer than suai suai b4 book out that night got hair cut. Damn it man then cut till fucking short really _|_

Eat my pizza with my friend but my piggy went to his aunty house to eat. Haiz nv inform her when i book out that i wanna eat wif her for dinner.Later going to watch movie at 2150 watching Transformers hopefully my piggy can join me..

Gonna book in tml morning. Need to reach the changi terminal b4 0700. Hope nothing go wrong and everything go smoothly ba.
-WaynE-

Good times pass so fast..

2007-07-01T11:41:00.000+08:00

Haiz.. Times pass so fast and once again its time to book in again liao.. Sian man army life only one word to describe it "SUCKS". Now currently at honey house using her computer later meeting lin cheong eat lunch and take some things for my gradation this coming Tuesday.
Think going to book out this Tuesday and book in asap after my graduation. Don really know why must there be NS man.. It sucks totally no life at all. Waste my 2 years where by i can do something more nicer like working or continue my studies or even set up my own family =D.
I also don know when is my next book out, hopefully it is on Friday night. Going to meet my friend on the Saturday(07/07/07) wad a nice day for a BBQ. Kinda looking forward for it. I think army makes my life dull and i seriously don know wad i am writing about for this post. Nothing in my head but just feel like typing cos like 14 days nv type liao feel weird.
Last but not least i really miss u honey and appreciate u that u accompany me when i book out although u have to work and makes u so tired thank you so much.. Love ya..
-WaynE-

CounTing dOwN... 5 moRe dAys YeaH !!!

2007-06-24T23:53:00.000+08:00

HeHe... :) ItZ bEEn qUite a LonG wHiLe sinCe I LasT bLog. DeaR wAs asKing mE iF I haVe maIntAin oUr bLog a fEw daYs aGo, I wAs quiTe fORgetFuL aBt iT. EVeRytiMe I toLd mYseLf tO bLog toNitE dEn i dOn reMemBer aNd wEnt sTraiGht beD. :P LOoKing aT thE daTes, iTs GettinG nEArer to seeinG hiM agaIn, juZ 5 more dayS n wE caN mEEt.

HaIz thEsE daYS i juZ feLt quiTe LosT soMetiMes, mY souL anD boDy doN sEEm tO bE tGt. MayB... I... oSo dUnno. Nw We caNt caLL eaCh otheR aS n wHen wE feeL Lik iT, iTz kinDa saD n maKes mE feeL a LittlE 'paiN'. hOw I wIsh tHe tiMe couLd juZ tiCkeD oFF a LittLe fasTer sO wE couLd seE agaiN. thE agOny oF miSSIng somEonE isN't gOOd aT aLL, iTz bitteR n painfUL. I reaLi haTe thE feeLing oF 'LongiNg foR iT anD canT dO muCh aBT iT' kinD oF tiNg, iT makEs mY whoLe pErson Sux tO thE coRe. I jUz wiSh i caN bE mY noRmaL seLf agAin, aS I reaLi caNt coNtiNue thIs wAy oF LiFe.... :'(

-keBBie-

* heRe's a piC he tooK tHe daY befoRe hE waS enListeD... hehe

FeeLing of LoVesiCk... =(

2007-06-16T00:06:00.000+08:00

On thUr aFt mY FYP, wE wEnT to k-Ster w Wei kUn & Lin CheoNg. I sAw mY dEar's nEw haIr cUt wEn hE cAme to mEEt mE afT scH. IniTiaLLY iT Loks RatHer fUnnY tO Me bUt aFt a WhiLe i FinD tt hE Loks quiTe cUte aCtuaLLy ...

AfT k-Ster wE aLL tooK MRT baCk tO kHatiB, deN Lin CheonG waNted tO senD uS hOme. BuT wEn wE weNt uP hiS caR, He couLd nOt sTarT thE EnGinE. deN whiLE Lin CheonG wAs caLLinG hiS dAd aSkinG foR soLutioN anD noNe oF uS wAs oN thE caR, tHe caR aUto LocK iTseLf. wA daMn sUay lo!!! HaiZ enD uP wE caLLed foR thE LocksMitH wHicH coSt $ 50 !! dEn afT tt tHe uncLe manAgE tO oPen tHe dOOr liAo, wE tRiEd to LooK foR tHe cAbLes froM taXis n veHicLes tt pAssEs bY bUt aLL oSo doN hV... Den wE saW a poLice caR, n wE sTop iT tO aSk foR heLp n tHe kiNd poLicemAn heLpeD us.

FriDaY mOrninG wE gEt uP aRd 7 am to Get rEadY, aS dEaR hAs to RepoRt aT TeKonG aT 10.30am. HiS dAd, mOm, SiS n mE seNd hIm oFF, wE wErE aLLow tO gO witH hIm to TeKong tO LooK aT tHe pLacE hE sTaY n sOme oF hIs trAininG gRounD tOO. wE wEre oSo bEinG inTrodUced tO hIs fuLL baG pacK..<> Lokin aT iT i oSo heaRt pAin mAn, sO mAny tiNg suRe v HeavY de lo... sob sob... AfT tt aLL thE paREnts n enListees wEre gathEr in a AudiToriuM foR thEir brIef inTro oF tHe BMTC n tHe OATH takIng ceRemoNy. bY tHen iTz aBt 1.30pm liAo, thEy weRe aLLoweD to Take TheiR LunCh w theIr faMiLy mEmBErs bEfoRe wE Get to Part foR 2 weeKs. ThE parTing oFf waS raTher qUiTe ... i duNNo hW tO pHrase it bUt i jUz cAnT bEar to LeaVe... bUt i nOe i hV tO b sTronG, so I dIn cRy bUt aS i wAs siTTinG aLone i feLt thE eMo coMIng aLL oVer mE, maKing mE raTher mOOdy n nO wiSh tO dO aNy tiNg elSe... I tiNk aLL i caN dO nW iS tO coUnt doWn oN thE daYs LEfT bEfoRe i gEt tO c hIm aGaiN...

*i saW tHis sLogaN whILe reAdinG a bOOkLet in TeKong...
>>> "...where boys become men..."

-keBBie-

inconsiderate people

2007-06-07T12:33:00.000+08:00

I seriously think these ppl who stay above me is just a inconsiderate neighbour. Every morning leh push knock something one. Like nailing things like that,majiam they gt a lot things to nail i think they better nail they self up better. Keep on knocking leh then spoil my morning sleep. Stupid one then i wake up liao don knock as much liao. Screw them.. Hmm been to the hospital the pass few day due to my honey grandmother in the hospital. She was in ICU during the weekends but luckly yesterday been transfer out to normal ward liao.

Haiz my buddy jie hao dad was also in hospial. Heard from him that his dad was admitted to the hospital cos he had a concussion and was also in ICU. But everything is fine now he dad had woke up already and also transfer out to normal ward liao. Really hope both my honey's grandmother and jh's dad get better. Get well soon both..

-WaynE-

thE feeLinG oF reLieVed

2007-06-07T09:00:00.000+08:00

Ytd niTe I wEnt tO viSit mY gRanDma aGain, iM hAppY tO sEE tt sHe's beTTer tHan thE dAys beFore wHen shE wAs in ICU. Nw shE's baCk to thE nOrmaL waRd aGaiN, I rEaLi prAy aNd hoPe sHe wiLL gEt weLL daY bY daY. SeeInG hEr gOing thRu aLL tiS paIn hUrt uS aLL, tHough wE're feeLinG qUitE dRaineD ouT wE aLL stiLL viSit heR eVeryDay wiThouT faiL. ThougH sHe diD noT sAy buT i cOuLd sEE tHe pAin & fEar iN hEr, I feLt sO heLpLess whEn i c tis iN hEr... =(

DuriNg tis Days mY dEar haD bEEn reaLi unDersTandiNg toWards me, n He oFteN wEnt tO viSiT mY gRandMa tOO, Itz ReaLi niCe oF hiM. CounTinG doWn on The dAys BefoRe hE gO fOr hiS NS iS liK sO FasT... hOw i wiSh tHe tIme cAn sLow doWn a LittLe... wiThouT hIm aRounD mAkeS mE feeL Lik i'Ve Lost mY cOsY coMfoRt zoNe... i'M gOnnA miSS hiM. *sob sob*

-keBBie-

Du lan

2007-06-03T13:30:00.000+08:00

Woke up in a hot afternoon Saturday. Omg the weather is so freaking hot lo but i somehow manage to sleep till around 1.30pm. Wad a great sleeper i am and i was late to meet my honey. Promise to reach her house at around noon around 1pm the latest haha i am so freaking late. Rush up from my bed had a quick bath and eat my lunch with my mum and my sister. And again my sister never go buy lunch for us and is either my mother or me.Hate it man.. Rushing to eat my lunch and quickly rush to take a cab to reach honey home. Haha by the time i reach its near 3pm not too late but she cooked my one of my favourite soup and i am delighted.. Its miso soup. Sooo~~ nice.. Loving it when she cook for me.. While waiting for my honey to bath i sat around in the living room and watch the tv show and so suck man tv shows really sometimes cannot make it man during in the afternoon. Keep repeat and repeat so sian. After bathing finish we went to see her grandmother. She was admitted to the hospital on friday afternoon. She seems happy when both of us go visit her again. I could see the joy in her face but still i don understand wad she speaks to me cos i don know hainanese.. I look like a idiot man when i wann to speak to her like point here and there and can only give the smile(i think this is the only thing since i don know how to communicate with her). Stay there for around 2hours before i went to my friend(feng ji) birthday chalet.

We reach there kinda late. Around 8pm and he ask us to reach around 6-7pm haha but he is going to cut his cake at 9pm. so when i reach i say i am still early and of course give him the real reason saying that i gt something on just now. But its true i indeed so something on just now. Eat some of the food there and then its time to play poker cards. Loving it man.. But they play "in between first" damn it i hate this game i nv even win once not even 10 cents i only keep throw in money to make the pool look attractive. Haha had a tough luck in this game man. But soon they also stop playing cos lin cheong won $20 in this game haha was fast enough around 30 minutes only and the bet was small around 20 cents per round. They change to black jack so song man. Time to play.. Bad luck for me that day starting lose money man.. But in the end my honey stand beside me and i won money back. Ladies' luck bring me luck, i believe in that.

Then when we were having friend then gt this fucking chee bye kia. One of feng ji poly friend i think, before that i forget to mention we played "chu dai dee" they when he played he like to act the "PRO" look and seriously he a loser man.. Alright i shall name him A LOSER and a big L on his fucking face, sore loser lose a bit money only face black black _|_ go hong kan la, wann gamble then lose money then face black black. Should arrange him go play with primary school kids man more suit him cos confirm win one. A bit du lan when playing with him but nvm. Then when playing black jack we play till so happy come in and play again. Feng ji was the banker but lose all the money he won earlier then wann to change banker liao then he say he wann to become banker. The become banker nia say me cos i gt 2 "joker cards" at the side of me then he ask me to open it and i reply its joker and he just say open it even feng ji say its joker card then he give those fucking face.We play at there so long no one says anything then kpkb come and spoil the fun Really feel like wacking him and even i playing the card i also bo take my card out of ppl sight.

I know some ppl play card like to use hand cover here and there one i bo lo for that night.Then gt one round he really spoil the mood for the game lo. i bet $2 for that game and funing was at my side betting only like 50 cents? Then i look at my card then i look at his card its was a A's and was hoping i was a King behind then really he gt a "ban luck" then we shouted "ban luck" Then the Loser say cannot like that the card put to near each other how i know u all got change card a not? Wa the ppl all there its like WTF? i wanted to show him the card lo cb _|_ i gt a "ten" & a "three" wad for even if i change my card like for example if i change a card i sure give him a "10" ma then for fuck i give him my ten when i gt 2 "ten" and my bet was more than him and also even if wann change card wann "ban luck" also put my here ma. Loser show his fucking not happy face nvm lo we say nvm don need give money lo. then cb i not enough point i go add my card in the end also over shot then this round end then he like say :

Loser: erm nvm la i give u $1 lo(push the money to funing)
Lin cheong : nvm la push back the $1
me : (whisper) to funing cb think we dog ar give us $1 like majiam we will gek cao like him

The like the game become really moody lo. damn the loser la. i keep give him back a fucking face lo. knn heng he feng ji friend give feng ji face then don wann quarrel nb spoil all the fun for that night i had. Really a LOSER. If gt change to see him or play again(*pray god mai lai la*) i sure suan him keep saying : omg its L. L for LOSER. Haha i think i type a bit too long for this post. haha don read it i also don really know wad i typing lol..

-WaynE-

Time is ticking

2007-05-29T11:33:00.000+08:00

Haiz.. Time seems to pass so fast for me now.. i really hope the time and somehow slow down or maybe freeze.. So fast only 17 days left to my NS and i feel really sad. Seems that like i somehow going to lose all my freedom and the things i normally do.. My bed, my family, my dear, my food and even my friends.Trying hard to spent rest of the wonderful days wif my honey b4 going in :(

Yesterday just change the "formation" of my room because just wann to put a television into my room. Took around 30 minutes and everything is done. But took a much more time for the stupid router man.. Don know where to put it man and the lan cables not long enough man.. Only have one long one still need another long one damn.. Waste money again..

Haiz my piggy yesterday go back to school for her FYP. Does not really seems doing to well for the first day man.. Things go a bit wrong hope everything will be fine. Jia you woZZ and good luck for ur napfa tml.Hehe..

-WaynE-

BaD DaYs of FYP

2007-05-29T11:11:00.000+08:00

Itz the 2nd daY of my FYP. i stiLL duNNo waT thE haCk i'm suPPOse tO do... mY suP obviOusLy duNNo wAt proj hE haS to leT mE do. Ytd wAs thE 1sT daY n i wAs sO daMN PissED oFF bY tHe 2 lecTurer tt gaVe us the BrieFing n inTervieW, i duN tiNk deY noE baSic coUrteSy. DeY wErE so Rude weN dEy inTervieweD uS eaCh inDiviDuaLLy. wEn it wAs mY tUrn, i weNt iN . The 1sT tiNg deY asKed wAs " where were juz nw?". I rePLid saYing I wAs in tHe LaB, deN deY saY deY camE oVer to THe LaB to LooK foR me buT i wasn' T thEre deN i rmb tt i wAs in the washRoom earLier. BuT i diN noE dEy camE to LooK fOr me, sO i tOld theM tt I waS in the wasHrooM weN deY caMe to LooK foR me. One of theM saiD " i' m so pissed oFF wiTh uR answeR. " ... waT the ?! wAt DId i saiD wrongLy aBt, n the otHer oNe woRst, He saiD " Hey pls La doN giV uS discipLinary Problems." Oh mY goSh !!!! weN DId i gavE theM disciPLinarY proBlems???!! Is goinG to tHE wasHrooM a disciPLinary proBlem?? DeY diD noT saY we're Not suPPose tO LeAve tHe rOOm aT aLL wat!!! IDIOTs, reaLi a damN IDIOT!!! dEy juX simpLy tiNK tOO higHLy of TheMseLves. deY gIv mE sUcH aTTiTude, i dOubt deY woRth tO b tReated wiTh ResPEct. HaiZ i ratHer dO aTTacHmenT deN do tiS StuPid FYP wiTh IDIOTs. ArggHH!!!

-keBBie-

2007-05-23T23:40:00.000+08:00

Aww man.. seriously i don know what to write for this man.. But for wad i have to say damn this fews day the weather have been a very bad bad.. Wanted to go for a swim then the sky black black rain rain for that day. I don wann swim then the Sky blue blue the sun big big so hot so good for a swim.. DAMN it la.. Haiz i just talked to eugene haha he jioing me see movie leh so rare he jio me see movie haha the show is going to hit the movie box office tata "Pirates Of The Caribbean: At Worlds End" Wa shiok man the movie going to catch it man.. A must see movie man... the guy johnny so cute!! Hmm wann to add on wad i found on the website today again. Opps i think this link i heard it b4 but i wann share it "http://www.betterloverseminar.com/desi_wife_catches_husband.php" Hmm the content is dirty but is damn funny.. Enjoy. Have a nice day all.

-WaynE-

Happy Birthday Dear

2007-05-19T00:26:00.000+08:00

Hmm alright Happy Birthday Honey.. Haha this piggy finally 20 years old liao. Sian digit 2 start liao.. haha lucky for me i still digit 1 haven 2. Hmm since u are bathing now.. i write a post to tell u happy birthday.. hear u really enjoy ur day during the BBQ wif ur attchements friends.. Have a nice day :)

2007-05-18T15:35:00.000+08:00

OMG have a look at this pics.. haha the car suspension is good

haha and i found this lol.. Look after ur baby when u go see ppl break dance lolx

Peaceful

2007-05-16T12:04:00.000+08:00

Ahh wad a peaceful sleep.. For the past 2 days, there have been renovation near my house. I think is my neighbour who stay about me. The drilling is damn noisy lo. And the drill on and off form 10am - 615pm. omg my head is breaking.. whaha somehow last year at this time i am at ssdc eating my lunch alone and waiting for my TP.Kinda nervous while waiting for the TP to start but still manage to pass it.Yea i love today!! May of 16.... My P plate finally down.. 1 years have pass. Recently my friend Tun Xun also took his TP and he pass it man.. Seriously it is hard to believe that he pass it with the first try if u know his character. Guys u know wad i mean.. =D. Haiz trying ways and ways to ask him to drive us out for a spin but still cannot be done.. I going try harder.
-WaynE-

Pissed off.. Damn it..

2007-05-14T22:24:00.000+08:00

Damn it man.. First if all this is the 3rd time i deleted this blog and remake it back.. Luckily i somehow manage to save the posts made. Damn it man really loh don know what happen to the sever man. i try to edit some template changing again and all things crash. a big _|_ to the sever and hopes it get better loh.. I just started this blog not long ago then chu so many pattern. AsSholE -WaynE-

Heart Break

2007-05-13T13:20:00.000+08:00

It was a busy day for my honey. Early in the morning went out to meet her friends for ktv after that meet me in town to do some little shopping. Despite the time was ticking so fast we somehow managed to do our things we planned to do long ago and then rushed to meet honey's relatives for a Mothers' Day dinner. Although it a simple dinner,times flew soon the dinner was over and everyone was about to go home. Soon after the dinner both of us together with my friends went to boat quay for a drink. By the time we finished the drinks it was already pass midnight. More friends had came to join us and soon they decided to go to THE-ONE. It was an enjoyable moment during the singing session but as the times goes by i could see my honey was getting more and more fatigue. By the time we sang finish our ktv it was 5am in the morning.Omg.. My honey tml have to work at Great World at 11am. Going to be tough for her as she sure would not have enough sleep loh. Haiz by the time we reached home and sleep it was already 6am in the morning. Haiz all was my fault should not have agree with my friend to go the ktv, just making my honey so tired. "xin jim tia leh".
-WaynE-

a BIG 'THANK YOU' !!!

2007-05-10T22:25:00.000+08:00

WooHoo... OUR BLOG is uP wiTh mY FAvOuRiTe carToon chaRacTer - - PIGLET!!!
Isn't it cute... haha I tink mY deAr mUz hv sPend qUite soMe time dOin iT whiLe iM ouT aT woRk. 'Xin kU nI' lo... hOpe OUR BLOG cAn gEt eVen BeTa wo =)

-keBBie-

2007-05-10T12:40:00.000+08:00

Alright this blog belongs to kebbie and me.. Finally did something to my blog.. haha seems a bit more "colorful". Hmm.. going to add those links to my friend blogs soon.. maybe tml or wad. Finally i know something i do suck at codings always. any way not to forget thanks to penny for helping finding my skins.
-Wayne-